The Beginning Of Life

Rōdana

Rōdana
(Cry)

Date of Publication:- 24. May. 2023

Sidnaaz were lost in their thoughts looking at their princess in slumber due to medication. But the silence of the room was broke by the screams of tara,
"Che.....vellipo....",
("Che...go away....")
"Tara....princess...",patting her cheeks shehnaaz made her wake.
Getting out from the trance tara broke into pool of tears mumbling,"Mumma unhone....mujhe yaha touch karne ki khoshish ki...",said tara pointing towards her chest.
"Vo....he slid his hand in when I was in deep sleep. Mujhe.....ku..ch feel hora...hi... so I woke...n....", she was shivering and weeping badly in shehnaaz embrace.
        

         While sidharth is boiling in rage where shehnaaz is feeling the most helpless on this earth. Sidharth was completely blank, but understanding what tara spoke. Listening to the continuous weeps of tara Ritamaa walked into the room. She found sidnaaz in a vulnerable state. Feeling that something  had happen maa patted shehnaaz,"Sana...bacchi rorahihai. Kaha dekhrahiho???", said maa breaking sidnaaz trance and took tara into her embrace.
"Ma....",was the only word sidnaaz were able to utter.

       No parent wants their child to go through such a phase. The same goes with sidnaaz, they were in a trance of shock about what tara said. Though tara isn't their child legally, but their bond as parents and child grew so strong in a very less time of their meeting.
 

Finding sidnaaz unable to digest about something tara said in the absence of her(RitaMaa), she consoled tara herself and tucked in the bed.

"Sidharth, Shehnaaz...bacche chalo bahar..", saying maa walked out of the room with sidnaaz following her with pale faces.
Pritidi was the first one to break the silence," Rest karo bacche...you have to be strong. Tara needs you both the utmost right now. Yeh accept karna aasan nahi hai. But still... for the sake of tara health pull yourself together. Agar tum dono aise hojayenge, then she can't recover soon. And doctor ne bola na... she has to recover soon at any cost. Hmm..??", said pritidi holding shehnaaz palms in hers.
"Mm...", was the only mumble shehnaaz was able to give as a  reply to pritidi.
"Jaavo...take rest. Let's talk later",saying neetudi patted sidharth's back. Nodding both moved into their bedroom.
While shehnaaz sat on the couch mum. Sidharth walked into the balcony and lit a cigar.

      Under the  profound silence of pain, the dawn peeked into the shukla house. Shehnaaz was on the same couch whereas sidharth was on the bed with eyes open looking at the blank wall. There still thoughts were broke by the call of Riya.
"Mamu...Sanu....", calling Riya knocked their bedroom door.
Not getting any response she tried opening the door which was successful. But to her utmost disappointment she found her two most loved ones in a broken state. Moving towards Shehnaaz,
"Sanu....", patting her shoulders which shehnaaz laid on the sofa arm Riya crouched behind shehnaaz.
"Hmmm...", hummed shehnaaz so lightly.
"Dinner ka time horahahai. Chalo...", slowly spoke riya holding shehnaaz's cold palms in her warm ones.
"Mann nahi hai riya...", replied shehnaaz making riya realise how traumatized shehnaaz is, as shehnaaz never calls her riya until the situation so worse.
"Aise kiase... tara bhi utjayegi. Agar voo pooche ki meri dramatic mumma kaha hai. Mai kya bolu bhai???", asked riya trying to lighten shehnaaz mood.
After a pregnant pause shehnaaz replied,
"Tum chalo hum aayenge...", nodding her head in acceptence riya walked out not before calling sidharth too.
"Sidharth....",saying shehnaaz sat beside sid on the bed.
"Ha....", replied shehnaaz not looking at her.
"Idhar dekho....", said shehnaaz.
Finding sidharth not turning his head, shehnaaz forcefully pulled his face to her side.

          Looking into each other's eyes was enough to break the silence of hours.., hidden pain, the bleeding hearts.
In no matter of seconds sidharth pulled shehnaaz into his warm embrace and hid his face in the crook of her neck.
     Both held eachother so tight that there is no way for the air to pass. Within no time sidharth's shoulder was wet with tears of shehnaaz. And shehnaaz shoulder was no less. None spoke even a single word except weeping.
Kahi kisi ne bola ~ "Pyaar ko lafzon ki zarurath nahi hothi. Vo dil se suna padthhai."
Kabhi koi philosophy, theory etc. ren't needed, kabhi kabhi ek sukoon ki jappi duniya bhar ki dukh ko mitathihai.
After an half hour both broke the hug,
"Tara ke paas chale??", asked shehnaaz.
"Haa....", uttering both waked towards maa room.

In Maa's Room

"Aajav baccha...", calling sidnaaz maa patted the bed.
"Kaise ho puttu???", shehnaaz asked tara caressing her hair.
"Parle amma...",replied tara.
("Better mummy",replied tara)
"Maa aap bhi dinner karlo mai khiladunga...", sayung sidharth sat on the stool beside tara's bed.
"Teeke...aur tara ke baad tum dono bhi aajav. Subah se kuch dang kaa kaya nahi dono ne", ordering maa went to have her dinner.
"Aaj mai aapke saath sojavu?",asked tara eating the bite of Idli with ghee, Sugar.
"Haa baby...mai tho poochne wala tha tujse...", replied sidharth making another bite for her.
"Bass baba...aur nahi kahyajayega yeh idli sugar... yuckkkk...", replied tara with yuck face.
"Ek aut bite kaalo babu... please...", saying shehnaaz made her drink the juice of fresh oranges.
"Nahi mumma...please...",
"Accha... teeke... yeh juice poora pilo....",
"Ok", tara accepted shehnaaz request.
"Hmm...mera nona baccha...,
Sidharth tu plate rako mai tara ke muh clean karungi", said shehnaaz moving out of the bed.
"Teeke. Take rest baby. Mai aake yeh iv room mei shift karunga. Phir let's sleep...", said sidharth pecking tara's forehead.

Cleaning tara shehnaaz tucked her in the bed.
"Sanu.. tu jaa mai baitungi taru ke paas...", Riya said.
"Teeke...",

At the Dinning Table

"Ab kaise feel horahihai baccha??", asked pritidi serving shehnaaz curry.
"Better di...", replied shehnaaz.
"Sab teek hojayega. Stay strong. I know you both will be the best to help her",
"Abhi kab aarahahai??",questioned sidharth.
"Kal subab flight hai. Rumi aur Jag jaarahehai leene", replied neetudi.
"Teeke...",
Rest of the dinner was done in silence.

"Mai iv stand room mei shift karunga. Riya tu nani ke paas soja aaj. Tara mere bedroommei soyegi", said sidharth wiping his hands.
"Teeke mamu...",replied riya helping shehnaaz in the post dinner work.
"Sidharth iv tere side pe laga...", said shehnaaz.
"Teeke...",

Moving the iv to their room sidharth was  back to tara room.
"Chale princess??"

Hey readers!!
I know bahuth late karrahihu. But adjust karo yaar. Becasue these few months I'll have a hectuc schedule. Sorey for it. An yaa how is todays chapter?? And are you ready for the night of tara in sidnaaz room??!!
- Writer
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