his princess || dreamxreader

its only a walk in the woods...

6 DAYS LATER...

i wake up to dream not being in bed.

the boys went to a meeting. i have no idea what it was about. i dont really care anyway.

i get up and walk to the kitchen to feed patches, once i do i go and get some food. over the past week i have been eating better, george was talking to me about it, almost like therapy if you think hard enough.

well at least my eatings fine, my cuts, not at all.

i feel guilty. i left my father and let a man kidnap me, but over all he never even bothered to come look for me. not that i wanted him to but...you know...hes my father...

i still feel like its my fault. my mom... thats why i cant stop. i told them i would stop. thats what makes me feel more guilty.

when i was done eating i walk to the room to changed. nothings really changed around here. its always the you know... sapnap looking at me wierdly, hes been doing that all week, george too.

when i was done changing i go back out of the room to go on a little walk. the boys have been going to meeting while i sit at home doing nothing, so ive been going on walks and finding some random stuff. things like rocks, animal skulls, mushrooms, ect.

but this time i was going on a walk for something...eles....

i walk out shutting the door behind me and start walking to the back where i found a new path.

this path was amazing. it has blossum trees and bushes with rocks and ponds.

i take a seat on a rock and start thinking about life. about my mom...my dad...letting my gaurd down. everything, untill i couldnt hold it. it was only after a few minutes when i started crying. it was like someone eles was controling my body when my hand moved down to the blade and started bring it up to my arm. cut after cut it begins to fill up my arms. not only was there tears dripping but so was blood.

TIME SKIP, DREAMS POV:

a few hours later me and the boys get back from the meeting. i look around the house for yn but i didnt see her, where is she?

i see patches sleeping but no yn.

"sapnap, george, have you seen yn at all today before or after the meeting?" i asked them as they walk into the room.

"no, i havent seen her. you george?" sapnap said back confused

"nope, not at all. why?" he asked back

"i cant find her anywhere. and she didnt tell us she was going anywhere at all. what if something happened to her?" i said

"woah, calm down. she probably went for a walk or something" sapnap said

"how could i calm down? shes probably hurt right now... or worse... what if she hurt herself again? Or-or" i was saying until george cut me off

"-wait, again?" he said

"is there something you didnt tell us dream?" sapnap said a bit mad

"well uh-uhm" i started studering

"well you guys know how she uhm..hurts hurself right?" i asked

"well yea, get to the fucking point!" sapnap said mad

"one day i found her near a pond and she was... hurting herself" i said

"what the fuck! you knew and didnt tell us?!?!" sapnap yelled

"i dont kn-" i got cut off when yn walked in

"WHERE WERE YOU!!" i yelled

"i went for a walk, because you guys are never here anymore. the fuck was i pupposed to do?" she sased back