Chapter 2 :
Wakes up in at 3 am breathing heavily and sweating " what the hell ?!?' " ally whisper yells trying to not wake up Casey or taylor gets scared from my bad dream and texts my best friends from back where I used to live hoping she will text back and gets a reply back saying " hey " and quickly texts her " I had a really bad dream about my Christian aunt wanted to kill me from being bi and liking girls " starts to freak out more about to get into one of my anxiety attacks and gets a reply from destiny my best friend " don't worry nothing is going to happen you are going to be okay " reads it and trying to calm down until I see the one thing that helps in my opinion that's not a very healthy opinion or good , Ally picks up her blade and starts to leave marks while starting to cry and continues until she starts to see blood starting to come out and stops while still crying and holds her wrist calming down her breathing and Reply's back to destiny saying " I'm fine now I'm just gonna take some Advil and drink some water and I should be fine tomorrow I'm sorry for scaring you ily !!! Miss you lots !!! I'm gonna let you get to bed its late text you tomorrow !!! " Sends it and goes to the bathroom while shutting the door and cleans up and wipes away the remaining tears and blows my nose and grabs a bandage and wraps it around my wrist and gets some water and Advil and does what she told destiny what she was gonna do and goes back to sleep hoping she won't have that dream again .
* end of the day at home from school *
" Hey bæ !!! " Rachel messages ally
Ally : " hiiiii !!! :) "
Rachel : "What are you up to ? "
Ally : " nothing just got back from school so now I'm making something to eat , what about you ? "
Rachel : " nothing lol just Twitter and music lmao "
Ally : " oh lmfao what are you listening to ? "
Rachel : " kiss you - one direction , lol "
Ally : " oh lol who's your fav out of the band ? "
Rachel : " Harry !!!! Omg he's bæ !! What about you ? "
Ally : " my fav is louis lol he's really funny "
Rachel : "oh cool lol do u ship Larry ? "
Ally : " yeah lol "
Rachel : " same "
Ally : " I figured lol I love you "
Rachel : " I love you too !!! "
Ally : " I'm gonna go it's getting late and I didn't get much sleep last night "
Ally : " oh nothing I just couldn't sleep "
Rachel : " oh okay night I love you soo much !!! "
Ally : " alright night I love you too !!! "
Smiles weakly and turns my phone off and plugs it in and Lyes down in bed taking off my bandage from my wrist and realizes I cut deeper that I have ever before and puts my finger over it and winces from pain . Grabs my ear buds and plugs them in into my phone and listens to music until I fall asleep .
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The girl with anxiety ( girl x girl )
Random" hi my name is ally Horne and I have , well hate to call them ' mental disorders ' but sadly that's what people call them and my two disorders are anxiety and depression , now I know now and days a lot of teens seem to have them , well I'm differen...
