Dropping down to my knees
Tears coming out of my eyes
I start counting backwards in threes
Trying to distract myself from my cries
Why is it me? It's always me.
Can't it be someone else for once?
I just wanna let go, just wanna be free
I should be used to it, it's a common occurrence
So I'll put up my front
Put a smile on my face
I lost count of how many times I pulled this stunt
This is definitely not the first case
