Heartbroken

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*TW: SUICIDE MENTION*

Amber Freeman was a girl without a heart.

Well many people thought she didn't.

She hundreds of peoples hearts, leading them on and breaking up with them as soon as she found another.

When you read this you would believe she was a heartless player.

However, no one knows the real reason to this attitude of hers except for her best friend Atlanta.

A year ago, yes just a year ago Amber had finally confessed to her bestfriend, Tara.

She had loved and cherised Tara for years since they had met.

She thought Tara was beautiful.

And even beautiful under the firewords on New Years Eve which she couldn't keep a hold of herself.

She had kissed her.

For a few months everything felt normal.

Tara was treating her like a girlfriend.

Well, until she stopped.

She would stop engaging in physical touch when someone was nead especially, a blonde headed boy.

Wes.

That confused Amber.

Was Tara not comfortable acting lovey around people?

No, that can't be it. They had been engafing in physical touch in public before.

Was she distancing herself because Amber had did something?

Or did she not love her anymore?

No. That can't be it.

Amber did something.

She couldn't accept the fact that Tara stopped loving her back.

Amber decided to ask Tara herself when they were at the carnival.

It was dark.

10pm, but the lights led them straight to the beautiful carnival.

As soon as Amber had bought the toclets for everyone she was going to ask Tara if she would go on the ferris wheel with her but seemed as she was already busy with WES!?

That bothered her.

Well, maybe she had been too late to ask her?

Tara IS too kind to turn down someone.

She decided to get on the ferris wheel with Atlanta.

"Whats wrong Amby? You would've been very smiley by now."

Suddenly tears form.

I try to get rid of them but it makes it worse.

Atlanta wipes the tears off of my face.

"I think Tara doesn't love me anymore."

"Hey don't say that! She loves you .... very much."

She paused inbetween that.

"That pause says otherwise"

She sighs.

"Im sorry Amby I didn't want to tell you this but uhm.. Tara is cheating on you with Wes" She says pointing at them kissing down below.

"Wait.. Did you know?"

I raise my eyebrows

"I just saw them kissing."

I nod my head.

"Fucking bitch can rot in hell"

Atlanta chuckles.

"Just break up with her over text. Lie to her saying you had been cheating on her with someone as soon as you had started dating. It'll get in her head"

"Good idea Atlan"

"WOAH YOU FINALLY GAVE ME A NICKNAME! ITS SO CUTE"

------- TIMESKIP -------

Amber had taken her time to heal.

But...

She never did.

Everything reminded her of Tara.

She saw flowers and thought of her.

The stars reminded her of her eyes.

And worst of all, Tara and Wes were dating as if nothing had happened.

Soon, she found comfort in breaking other people hearts.

It made her feel her worth.

Suddenly she wasn't worthless.

She was the hot sophmore student who got bitches.

Atlanta her friend would say

"Amby stop this please. Find someone who'll treat you lovingly"

Amber always pushed off one thing.

Her crush on..

Atlan.

She always thought it'd end the same.

It was the same scenario as Tara.

They were bestfriends.

Close.

Bisexual.

And Amber had a crush on her.

Well, until one day rolled around.

Amber had asked out Atlanta.

She got rejected.

Atlanta had rejected her.

Yes, she had gotten rejected.

"Oh"

"Im sorry Amber I love you as a bestfriend not as a lover"

And with that she lost all her worth.

Hours turned to Days, Days turned to Weeks and days turned to Months of Tara and Atlanta texting her concerned if she was safe.

She hadn't turned up to school for 3 months.

She hadn't left her house.

What worth did she have in this world?

No one loved her.

Her parents don't contact her. Well they haven't in years.

They're always off away for business.

However, she found love in violin.

She had found it in the attic.

She played day and night til she was amazing.

And one day, she ended her life.

With a violin recording of her playing.

Police swarmed her house as Tara rushed towards her corpse.

"No. nononono fuck, this can't be happening"

She said trembling.

Tara never loved Wes.

Ambers parents had found out about Amber and Taras relationship half across the globe and threatened to hurt Amber.

She loved Amber not Wes!

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