It's so painful... To live the life of a lie. When you bury reality with your own created lie.. It's like reality becomes fantasy and fantasy becomes your reality. To always bury yourself in your books or maybe your favorite animes... To go on YouTube and watch all your favorite YouTubers and smile and laugh like they're your closet and best friends... To smile and laugh at school and to cry and cut at home. To create a lie.
I am a lie.
I am useless.
I am worthless.
I am unlovable.
I am unneeded.
I am unnecessary.
I am pathetic.
I am a monster.
I am a failure.
I am a mistake.
I am me.
And
I
Am
A
Lie.
I am a misery.
I am a broken doll.
I am an abandoned dog.
I am all on my own.
I am lonely.
I am hurting.
I am crying.
I am dying.
I am a lie.
I am me.
They don't seem to understand just how you feel. No matter how much you do as a sign you need help. They tell you that you need help but they're the ones you want to help you. While you drown in your own sea of tears they leave you behind to be engulfed by darkness. They can see the scars and they can hear the screams in pain of "WHYS" and "SAVE MES" and "I HATE THIS!!!"
....................................
They know you want to die.... They know you will always cry...... And they will know of the day you grow wings and you fly away into the sky. They'll always remember.... And then they'll question why themselves..... They'll finally understand... When it's already too late.
I am amazing.
I am still alive.
I am not blind.
I am strong.
I am a miracle.
I am different.
I am awesome.
I am cared for.
I am breathing.
I am still standing.
I am me.
Just me...
And I am proud.
So who are you..?
What are you?
How are you?
Do I know you?
Can I know you?
I care for you.
I like you.
I love you.
I always will.
-Be Strong
