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Come back(requested)

This imagine is kinda sad but......it's another taylor one 👏

Hey guys I' starting an new fanfic about Taylor Caniff hope you like it.
"Why are you here y/n?" The woman, Andrea, asks clicking her pen; you look at her and take a moment to compose a breath.
"My family think I'm insane," You laugh weakly pulling your sleeves down.
"I wouldn't say insane, I'd say more aware of your pain."
"Right," You say pulling your hair away from your face.
"Do you want to tell me what happened?" She asks, you shake your head and look around the room that was filled with framed qualifications, and pictures of her husband and her children. You were going to have that once, sure way in the future, but once.
"No? Okay, how about we start somewhere else."
"Where from?" You whisper.
"The beginning."
"The beginning of our friendship or our relationship?"
"Wherever you want to start, you are in control," She smiles.
"There was one time when we went to the fair..." You begin.
Flashback #1 - 238 days before the accident
"The line is that way!" You shout as you drag Taylor towards the tea cups.
"I am a 5"11, 19 year old man, I don't do teacups!" He argues.
"Well I am a 5ft 5, 18 year old woman and I do, do tea cups!"
"You said do do."
"You are a child!"
"No I'm a man!"
"A man would go on the teacups with his girlfriend," You challenge, he sighs loudly but hands the tokens to the man as he lifts you onto the ride.
"You're lucky I can stand you."
"I am!"
"They don't go fast, right?" He asks, you look at him and start to laugh loudly.
"Are you scared of the teacups?!" You shout, he covers your mouth as people stare and, well, judge him. The ride is made for 5 years for God's sake!
"No I'm not afraid of the fucking teacups, I just hate fast rides."
"Then I picked the right ride, it's so slow," You smile pecking his lips as the ride starts to spin you slowly.
"WEEE!" You over-exaggerate so Taylor would notice how much fun you were having. You can see his eyes rolling as you try to make it seem like you were having more fun than you actually were.
"I hate you," He laughs kissing you as you both walk off of the ride.
"You love me."
"I do."
"Really?" You ask surprised.
"Of course I do," He answers kissing me.
"You two must have had great times together," She smiles, you nod your head and try to think of another memory, a memory that doesn't involve the sadness you constantly feel.
"There was another time too."
"Tell me about it."
"It wasn't anything big; I just went round to his house..." You begin.
Flashback #2 - 189 days till the accident
"I wanted to show this film on Netflix, but they don't have it," Taylor says pouting his lip as you walk into his basement.
"So typical, when you want to watch something, you can't!" You complain, he smiles and pecks your lips.
"I missed you baby."
"I missed you too."
"Tour soon."
"Soon? Its next year or something," You laugh.
"202 days to be exact, I'm doing a count down."
"I'm so proud of you baby, stadiums!"
"I can't believe we made it big enough to sell out stadiums!"
"I can, you're amazing."
"You would say that, you're my girlfriend."
"Yeah, which means if you suck I'd tell you."
"No you wouldn't!"
"Trust me, I would. I ain't got time to sugar coat shit, you're my boyfriend not my new friend," You smile, he laughs and nuzzles his nose against yours.
"How did I get so lucky?"
"Well, 18 years ago my mum and dad decided they wanted a baby-," You begin.
"Rhetorical question baby, just enjoy the compliment."
"Okay, next time," You smile kissing him lightly on the lips.
"You two were really in love," She says.
"I wanted to marry him, there was nothing more I wanted than to be Mrs. Caniff," You tell her, she nods her head and writes something down.
"Tell me about the moment you realized you truly loved him."
"Easy," You laugh.
Flashback #3 - 236 days before the accident
You were staring at him as he slept.
He was asleep, but he looked like an angel.
He was your angel.
You crawl over as you move some hair out of his face, carefully like he was glass and your hands were hammers that could break him any second.
"You are the love of my life. Everything I have and everything I am is yours. Forever," You whisper kissing his forehead.
"Did you just quote How I Met Your Mother?" Tay whispers, you groan as you pull away and laugh.
"I did."
"I love you, so much," He says kissing you.
"Wow," She says.
"I loved him with a love that was so pure; it could be shattered so easily."
"Tell me about the night before."
"The night before?"
"The night before the accident, tell me what happened."
Flashback #4 - 1 day before the accident
"When I go on tour," Tay says as he plays with your fingers as you lay next to each other.
"Hmm," You say, holding back your tears at the thought of him leaving you for 8 months.
"Will you keep an eye on my house and stuff?"
"Sure."
"Or better yet, just move your stuff here."
"Are you asking me to move in with you?"
"Yeah, do you want to?" He asks, you lean up and kiss him happily.
"Of course I want to! I want nothing more than to live with you."
"Great!" He shouts hugging me.
"Tay?"
"Yeah?"
"When you're on tour, you won't forget me will you?"
"Of course not."
"Good, I can't imagine life without you," You whisper kissing him softly.
You wipe your tears quickly as you look at her, waiting for her usual response of how nice, or lovely it was, or how in love we were.
"Tell me about the day of the accident, not the accident just yet. The day," She says.
"Okay," You whisper.
Flashback #5 - 0 days before the accident
"Y/N?! Have you seen my favorite jersey?!"
"I think you left it at Nash and Cam's."
"Fuck."
"Why don't you just tell him to bring it for you?"
"I was going to wear it."
"Oh, well let's go get it!"
"Why are you so happy? I'm leaving today?" He asks, your face falls.
"I'm not happy."
"You look it."
"I'm masking the pain," You say.
"Well don't! Show me you're going to miss me!"
"Why?!" You shout.
"Because I just need to know that you love me, and that you'll miss me!"
"Of course I'll fucking miss you Taylor! You're my everything, you're my world!" You shout.
"I'm sorry, I just don't want to leave you."
"You're not leaving me Taylor, you'll come back," You say hugging him.
You end the flashback by breaking down crying,
"HE LEFT ME! HE NEVER CAME BACK!" You scream, your sobs making your breath start to shorten.
"Y/N," Andrea says running over to you.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" You scream crawling away from her and towards the window to get some air. You lift it up and rest your head out of it as you watch cars go past. In the distance you can see a shadow, or a person you can't tell.
"Taylor!" You scream jumping up and running out of the Doctor's office towards the figure you saw.
"Y/N!" Andrea shouts grabbing you before you run across the road and get hit by a car.
"Y/n," She says.
"I can't do this!" You scream, people pass with scared/worried looks on their faces as you break down in the arms of stranger you met 45 minutes earlier.
"Yes you can!"
"I can't! I need him! I need him with me, I can't live without him. He's everything to me and now he's gone because someone couldn't keep their eyes on the road!" You scream starting to hyperventilate.
"Let it out, let it out," She says rocking you like a child.
"I can't live without him," You cry.
"Ssh," She says.
"I'm going to have to, aren't I?" You ask her, she looks at you and nods,
"Y/N, if I had a way to bring him back. I would. I would bring him back so that all this pain you are feeling and all this sadness would disappear so you go back to the girl you were before, when you were full of life and in love. Trust me."
"Tell me something," You sniff.
"Anything," She says,
"Does it get better? Does the aching ever stop?"
"Over time."
"How much time?"
"However long you decide."
"Why does God take the ones we love?" You ask.
"I don't know y/n, I really wish I knew but I don't."
"I'd do anything to have him in my arms one last time," You whisper.
"I know you would honey, but I'm here to help."
"I love him so much."
"I know you do," She whispers as you cry.
"Why couldn't he have stayed?" You whisper.