Dream Hard

Replaceable

I'm walking on the side walk, I think I'm running but I'm unsure. I know I'm going towards a house, I don't know who's house it is, as I make it inside it seems familiar but it's not at the same time, I look out the window to the road and the rest of the hole trying to make out if I know where I am but everything is unclear.

There was decorations on the wall but only one wall, I couldn't tell if it was Christmas decorations or birthday decorations. Next thing I know there was people in the house but I knew them, I was on the floor with presents around me and there was presents along the wall near the decorations, sitting on the couch behind me was my Mother in law and my boyfriend with his aunt. I turn around for one second and he had a girl sitting next to him, they all loved her, I pretended to like her too but deep down I was heartbroken.

Time passed and we're in the car driving back home with our baby. He's telling me she's going to want to hang out with him more often so I have to be out aside from now on, somehow I can receive his text messages to my phone and I had the urge to drive her away so I pretended to be him and I told her she's too far to hang out, "but who's going to give me hugs when I get done at the gym" she replied back, he soon blocked her number from my phone.

Getting home I get into bed deep into the covers, I don't think she knows I'm under here, "don't worry when you get back we'll go out my love okay I love you" it's as if those words got branded into my skin and brain to remember for life, I get up and stare for a few seconds waiting for it to be a joke. Nothing. All he says is "oohh" as if we're two high school girls gossiping about each other in restroom and one of us heard the other. I don't know what to do besides run out of the room and attempt to leave the house, I feel like im not running fast enough, I can feel him running after me but I just want to leave and think alone.