Bloody Birthday | Kim Taehyung | ✅

Dear Diary

Dear dairy

[Page 1]
Dear diary, hello. It's new year. So, from today onwards I'm going to write in you. Everything and anything. Are you ready for the journey?

[Page 5]
I thought love is only in fairy tales. It is. I heard my parents saying they are together because of me, they don't fight with each other in front of me but I know they don't love each other either. I don't want them to stay together because of me but I also don't want them to get separated and I realized I'm selfish. So selfish.

[page 8]
They don't hate each other. My parents. They don't hate each other. They said they just had an argument I heard. They are going to be together forever. And not because of me but for the love they had. I'm happy. I'm so happy.

[Page 11]
I made a new friend. His name is Taehyung, who just got a new admission in my class. He is cool. He is kind of handsome. Sadly, he has a girlfriend. Her name is Yeri. She is sweet and kind. I like her.

[Page 14]
What in the world I thought? I'm actually embarrassed. So embarrassing. Yeri isn't his girlfriend but his twin sister. I'm so stupid. so stupid. Honestly, they make a chaotic pair of siblings.

[ page 21]
Oh my God. Taehyung just didn't pissed me off and I almost..almost made myself a show people would laugh at, in front of everyone. He did apologize for making me trip on his leg and I thanked him for holding me from not landing on the ground and that was quite flimsy and romantic. Like a prince saving the princess from falling. Just in my case, I wasn't a princess although he is the prince charming of the school.

[Page 36]
It was my birthday today and It was bestest day ever. Jungkook finally called me Noona. And I have to record that cause I'm not going to hear that again in upcoming years. I'm glad yeri is my best friend, she is the sweetest person ever. And I'm also glad her brother is quite tolerable. Not forgetting Jimin, he never forgot to buy me a gift on my birthday. He is such a sweetheart.

[Page 45]
Today was fun. It was Yeri's and her brother's birthday. They are sibling goals. As much as they fight, they love each other more than that. It was the first time Taehyung talked with me in more than a few pairs of sentences. I thought he was an arrogant person but he was just a cold..maybe he didn't know what he wanted to express. He is nice. I hope I can see Taehyung with a toothy-boxy smile on his face more in the future.

[Page 52]
Sorry, I haven't touched you for a few days. Well, I'm happy. I'm happy to go to school. Everyday is fun. I love to meet my friends. I think I can see Taehyung being himself more these days and honestly, I love that side of him. He is a gentleman, kind and yeah sometimes a bully to me. He loves to tease me and I hate him for that.

[Page 61]
OMG. Oh my god. Hear me out. Don't freak out. No but it's something I should be freaking out. Taehyung hugged me. My body is still on fire. He hugged me and said sorry? Hello??? My body is burning and you are hoping to cool it down with a sorry???? As much as I was freaking out, I didn't miss his droopy and sad eyes. He was sad. That made my heart ache. Is that what a friend feels when your friend is sad? Yes but what I felt was different….idk..

[Page 68]
Taehyung's eyes are so beautiful, he is so gorgeous. It was the first time I saw him so close, inches apart from us kissing. SO CLOSE THAT I FORGOT HOW TO BREATHE….and then he looked away. I felt a tug on my heart. I wasn't disappointed because I didn't expect anything but Idk what I felt when he looked away. I'm not sad…I'm just I don't know..

[Page 84]
It was a good day. Pretty happy one. Until, nari became a reason for me to lose my patience. I couldn't handle..I just couldn't see her being so close to Taehyung. He was laughing with her. I thought I was only his safe place and a person he laughs with, as he said. My heart was fuming. What was this? Idk. For a second I wanted Nari to disappear…my own friend. For a minute, I told myself that it was okay and they were just talking but I lost it when she touched his shoulder and he freaking smiled, showing his teeths. The smile is only mine to see…I- I need therapy because I'm not okay. He is not mine…he is just my friend. Yes, just my friend.

[Page 91]
Hey, diary. I'm in a really good mood today. Why? Because my 17th birthday just ended. I really don't know why but I wished that I could celebrate my 18th birthday with everyone again. Especially with Taehyung. I don't know why I wished for something like that...although I forgot to freak out about one thing MY CHEEKS ARE ON FIREEE. NO BUT I SHOULD HAVE STARTED WITH THAT. TAEHYUNG JUST KISSED ME ON CHEEKS…IT WAS MY FIRST KISS!! and my mind only screams KISS. KISS. KISS. I can't sleep now. I hate Taehyung for making me sleepless.

[Page 104]
I just realised, from the day Taehyung entered my life..you are just getting inked with Taehyung's name. What is this? I'm not aware. I'm not even aware why I get nervous around him? Why my heart beats when he looks at me and why I keep staring at him…why I just want to hold his hand..hug him because he looks so warm and cuddly…kiss him because his lips tempt me. My body, mind and heart never reacted and felt like that. Is it love? I hope it's not or I'm in trouble…cause I'm sure he doesn't like me how I do.

[Page 113]
Hey diary, I guess I'm ready. Ready to confess to him. Tell him I love him. Yes, I love him so much that I don't think I can live without seeing him for a single day. I never thought I could fall in love..with him. He is the person I'm waking up everyday and sleeping at night so I can see him in the morning. Dang me, for falling in love with my best friend's brother. I hope she won't mind that. And I hope Taehyung….likes me as much I do. I guess he does. I just have to wait for tomorrow. For my 18th birthday to come up.

Your finger turned the page and it was empty. All empty. It was the end of it. End of the diary. The story was abandoned. You wished, you could continue this diary. You wished the empty pages were filled with ink with the name of Taehyung, with him.

You took a deep breath and closed the diary. Was it a bad idea to read the diary? Yes. Very much. Your broken heart hurts. You look at the box which was open with the green pendant in it.

You lost your love companion. Who are you supposed to give this to? The one you were supposed to save was already gone. 

Your teary eyes blinked and you felt your head spin. Eyelids felt to heavy to be open...and You close your eyes….

Dark and black..you could just see all dark and black. You tried to open your eyes but you couldn't..

•~•

"Don't open your eyes, y/n."

You felt a hand on your eyes and a familiar, so familiar voice lingering around your ear and you didn't want to stop hearing your name from that voice, you heard him.

"And in one, two..three. open your eyes."

The warmth of your hands fades away and you open your eyes. The bright light made you squint your eyes but eventually opened wide and found yourself on the open terrace.

"This is going to be our hideout.
Just Ours." Taehyung says.