I downloaded this app for writing
I typically scribble my nonsense thoughts in a notebook that weighs down my oversized purse
But this app is so convenient
Just type my thoughts without getting stares or questions
It seems it is more acceptable to be playing on your phone than reading or writing in a book
But I hit the wrong damn button and thought my poorly written poetry was lost
Would that be a bad thing though
I write them down so I can get them out of my head
I want these invasive, parasitic thoughts to disappear
Still, My heart skipped a beat
For some reason I was attached to them
These silly words of mine
Why do I want to share them
Why do I want my writings to be given life
Am I being selfish
Or selfless
These words
Like myself
Are nothing
But I have become attached
And I want them to be heard
I don't want me
Or my words
To be lost
Find me
Find my words
YOU ARE READING
Colors of My Mind
PoetryI wrote these poems during the darkest time of my life. Writing is what got me out of my crippling depression. -Piece is not fully posted- Regularly updated. There is mention of: sex, self harm, self loathing, drinking. Foul language. * I do not s...