Do you remember that night......?
I do. It's almost 2 years ago, and I still remember vividly...
But how about you?You might do, but even though you are just behaving as if these nights did not happen... And I still feel sad about it....
The second time, when it happened that we were together, in one bed, falling asleep in tight hugs, I had asked you:
What are we?
.....silence......
Why?
Why did you choose silence over explanation?I am asking you indirectly, inside me, because I do not have the courage to ask you again. I was scared (and still I am) if you would speak with me after that, so I said:
Just forget it, it does not matter.
But it did matter, I hoped you would get it....
After my question, you did not bring it up again.
The deep dense silence that night filled the whole room.I am still unsure, maybe the same way as you are... but I need your point of view because without it, I will keep being a complete mess.