Do you remember that night......?
I do. It's almost 2 years ago, and I still remember vividly...
But how about you?
You might do, but even though you are just behaving as if these nights did not happen... And I still feel sad about it....
The second time, when it happened that we were together, in one bed, falling asleep in tight hugs, I had asked you:
What are we?
.....silence......
Why?
Why did you choose silence over explanation?
I am asking you indirectly, inside me, because I do not have the courage to ask you again. I was scared (and still I am) if you would speak with me after that, so I said:
Just forget it, it does not matter.
But it did matter, I hoped you would get it....
After my question, you did not bring it up again.
The deep dense silence that night filled the whole room.
I am still unsure, maybe the same way as you are... but I need your point of view because without it, I will keep being a complete mess.
