|Lukes POV|
I'm in bed and it's 1:00 I haven't been able to sleep firm what Calum said to me I didn't know what to say
||FLASHBACK||
"Luke I have something to tell you" Calum said nervously
"yeah what is it" I replied wanting to know what he was going to say
"Luke I-I- love you"
"uhh uh I have somewhere to be," I said seeing Calum's nervous look and his face
as I left the room I turned to see Calum in tears I quickly grabbed my phone form my ass pocket and called Ashton seeing that Michael was at work
"ash I think I've done something,"
"oh no luke was was it thins time"
"Calum is crying and he told me that he-he loved me,"i said breaking in to light sobs
"hey man don't cry I'm coming over now I'll talk to him"
"thanks ash you really are my best friend,"
"Luke before you go do you love him?" ash asked and I began to question myself if I did not didn't
"uhh I don't know I mean yeah I do but u just don't know to be honest,"
"okay well I better go"I said quickly not wanting to deal with his response
I put my phone in to my pocket and began walking home
||END OF FLASHBACK||
I quickly began to cry curling up into a ball on the end of my bed leaning up against the wall
I began to reach for my drawn knowing what I was looking for I grabbed out my blade and began to cut my wrist making little balls of blood pop out of my skin I did it multiple times before but this time was the worst I began to scrap up and down my wrist with the blade leaving little scratches on my skin as I began to cry heavier
|authors note|
hey people's I hope u like it sorry it's so short but it will get better
so Luke loves Calum and Calum loves Luke
OoooOoOoOoOo is all I can say
so are we going to start a like a series of 5sos ship books or die thing idk
anyways thanks for reading love u all byeee
