You Are My Obsession

Let's talk, Cause you're my only family... Not related to story.

How did you all get to know, What is  your dream?

How are you all? I am here to listen and talk. If you ever need someone to talk to I will be here.

You people are the the only family I can share this with. I understand a lot of you must be disappointed in me because of how much time I take to write a single chapter but trust me I try. But my mental issues and family issues are just too much to handle. They drain me out to the extent that i have no energy left for anything. I love my god gifted family too much, no doubt but they just drain me out.

So, as you all know I live with my elder brother and mother only. Everything is fine until they are fine but now both of them keep falling ill. Specially my brother , he is having a disease and I am the only one who takes care of them. I do all the home chores and take care of some outside works as well, I know I am not that good I don't do proper works like  I don't mop the floor everyday but I do as much as I can. I also didn't attend college for months in between and now I am having exams. I don't get enough time to study, I am doing worst in my exams I don't think I will pass. You might not believe this but I am an a+ girl, who is now struggling to even pass. I am in 3rd year of my graduation. Realizing that  I am becoming the person I once used to despise, it hurts... it hurts alot.

I am raised by the parents who never forced me to do thinks, they never expected much and even if they did they never made it look like a burden to me. Sounds good, right? I thought the same way until I was in grade school but as I am growing up I realize many things. I realize that I am nothing compared to others, I don't know how to dance or sing or don't have enough confidence to give speech. I though my father will guide me after school but now I don't even have my father with me and mother is a house wife. So, I don't know what to do anymore. I have no dream, I don't know what to do with my life. I am just surviving. I don't have any goal, i am just running. "How do you all know your dream or dream job?"

But writing all this doesn't mean I don't like my family. I just love them a lot, I can't live without them. I will never go against my mum never.

Does it look like I am trying to gain sympathy? Believe I don't want that, I just feel like you are the only people people I can talk about this.

Okay, enough about me. Tell me about you, I hope you all are doing great. And even if not I hope it gets better soon. Just keep breathing, never lose hope, time passes and so will this moment. Only you can help yourself, no one else but you can always talk to someone you might feel little better and if you don't have anyone, I am here.

I wanted ask some questions to you. I am just curious.

When did you become an ARMY?

Who is your bias?

What's your age? (Just curious)

Do you have a bf/gf? (Just curious about it)

What drama are you watching rn? Do you watch bl?

Are you all girls? If there is a boy I would like to tell you that, Your requests regarding the story are valid here.

Do you want a face reveal from me?