You Are My Obsession

Chapter 25

Losing you, I couldn't face
But to love you is worse
Waiting for ya just in case
One day it doesn't hurt, nah, nah, nah
Said it's the last time, but, "Nah, nah, nah, nah"
Just like the last time, yeah, "Nah, nah, nah, nah"
Tired of building up my walls, yeah
Just to watch them fall again

-this love by Camila

Y/N's POV

I slowly open my eyes and find myself in my bedroom. As I look at taeyung's picture memories from before rush through my mind. But I feel little relived when I don't find taehyung himself in the room.

I get in the sitting position feeling exhausted and tired. I can't take this anymore. Everytime I think that he will change and give him chance he proves me wrong, He proves that he can't change. As I keep thinking about it, without even realising my eyes start tearing.

Suddenly I hear someone's footsteps.
I know who it is but still wish that it isn't him.

"Baby" He says as he approaches near the door.

I look at him he is holding a tray in his hand. What is he trying to do? I just look down without saying a word.

"You are finally awake...It's almost dinner time so, look I cooked for you. Go wash yourself quickly and come for dinner." He says with a smile.

But I feel anger rushing through my veins. I just get up and walk towards washroom ignoring him. While walking suddenly I start feeling dizzy and was almost about to fall but he held me before I touched the ground.

As soon as I feel his hand holding me tight I push him and stand on my own.

"I don't need your help." I say and start walking .

As I start walking I feel him getting near and he picks me up from the ground. He holds me in bridal way and starts walking towards the washroom.

"Let go... Let go off me." I shout and resist by hitting his chest but he wouldn't let go.

He carried me to the washroom and made me stand on my feet. I looked at him with teary eyes. I didn't want to cry but I don't know why these tears keep on flowing.

"Wash yourself and come out for dinner." He says and leaves the room.

And again comes back with my clothes and towel.

"I hate you...I hate you alot" I say in a low voice as he leaves the room. I don't know if he heard it or not but I think he didn't.

I wash myself and get out the washroom.

"You are done. Now come let's eat dinner." He says while sitting on the couch.

I ignore him and directly walk to the bed. I lie on the bed pretending to be sleepy.

"What's wrong with you y/n. I have been trying my best to make you forgive me but you are not even looking at me. What should I do to make you forgive me? At least tell me what do you want." He says while approaching me.