Yo, how ya'll doin?
So much shit has happened.
For 1, I'm going to Thailand this summer!!!
But Nicolas Cage, the ever asshole and I, broke up. What's funny is that he accused me of cheating on him with a straight-taken girl who is like my SISTER. And now, not even a month after our split he's dating this girl that he was talking to while we were dating. First time I saw them snapping I was like "Who's that?" (But I already knew who it was) and he was like "Just some girl I met in choir" and I was like "You don't have choir." so he said "No, I met her last year." but he didn't have choir last year, so I called him out on it and he goes "She's just a friend, nothing you need to worry about" APPARENTLY NOT as they are already fucking dating. And normally I don't care what my exes are doing, but I waited 8 months to take the next step in our relationship and he was always like "No, I wanna wait...Let's wait" so I waited...and waited...and waited. FOR 8 FUCKING MONTHS. NOTHING. he's not even been dating her for a month, and he's already marked up.
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And I really am lonley, like I finally understand what my mom feels like when she's alone. But all the guys are only out to fuck, and you mske one wrong move then they tell everyone all of your buisness. And all the girls in the market have too high of standards. Which is fine, know what you desereve booboo, but I'm not out to my family, and I can't give them what they'd want. Plus if I can't be happy by myself then I really shouldn't be in a relationship, but I still want to be held and have that comfort of having a lover.
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The great thing about being broken up with is that I can now vent abt the things I hate. The main thing is HIS FUCKING CAR. He acts like his mustang is the shit when it's not. It looks ugly as hell and hes always talking abt waxing his car and moding it but you cant even tell when he mods it. It still looks like absolute shit. My car, will not look like shit.
You know I used to not be into cars until I started dating him, and I am so greatful for him in that sense, because now a I love cars and now I know what I can get into and be in a relativley safe community and also cars are cool as SHIT. I know what mods I want to get on this car that I'm looking into, but I can't get my hopes up too much incase I can't buy it.
Anywho this is a long ass post... Like longer than usualy (I think) bye bye <333
