My definition of pain

Chapter 1:Mornings with fibromyalgia..

I wake up head is aching but not to bad I look at my surroundings still half asleep I rub my eyes I reach for my phone to check the time it's 7:00 I feel every single one of my knuckles ache.

I stretch i feel all together my arms and back ache I stop I feel my neck ache I climb out of bed I instantly feel my legs ache and every thing in my body is screaming for me to stop but I can't .

I go to the kitchen for breakfast I look around for what to eat my stomach begins to hurt I am no longer hungry I get a cup of water and I sit on the couch.

And sip my water as the sun shines on my face I feel lightheaded and my head begins to hurt more and stretches down to my eyes and ears and jaw I feel tired but have no desire to sleep.

I get up I step outside feet aches i pray and thank God for the day I walk around while praying then return indoors.

By that time it is 8:00 I sit down and write on my phone and look at my daily Bible verses read a little bit of the Bible for I cannot focus as head continues to ache.

My cat scratches at the door I open door she runs out with a small meow then she sits on edge of couch I sit I front of her on the other couch I stare out of the window as I zone out.

My cat runs to kitchen I go after her and bring her out and we go back and forth kicking her out of the kitchen then I return her to my bedroom for I am in to much pain to keep chasing after her.

Younger sibling wakes up and comes to start conversations of the dreams they had that night I tell them mine or keep quiet for I have strange dreams we continue to talk then start acting silly.

Then my father comes out of his room and tells us he's going to work and he will be back later we say goodbye to him and tell him to drive safely he responds with I will we exchange I love you's and he leaves for work .

Pain begins to build up my body starts to feel weak and fatigue starts to take over my body I lay on the couch and sleep for painkillers do not help anymore with the pain.

Two more hours later I wake up the rest of my siblings are awake it is currently 10 something in the morning I stretch pain isn't as bad I get on my phone and read books and manga .

And that is my mornings with fibromyalgia.