Part 3

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Jungkook Pov
I've been here for 3 months now and it sucks. Everyone keeps acting like I'm supposed to be happy when I'm not. They are teaching me how to control my wolf but I don't want to. I wish I could just be normal and I barely know anything about werewolves but I don't want to ask anything because I don't want them to get annoyed. And I'm supposed to be Taehyung's mate but I don't know what that means. I do have feelings for him but I don't know if I even want to be his mate. I sighed and looked down. I got up and changed into Taehyung's shirt. I really like wearing his clothes.

I freshened up and went downstairs

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I freshened up and went downstairs. They were eating and I sat down next to Taehyung.

Tae:Did you sleep well Y

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Tae:Did you sleep well
Y..Yeah
Tae:Good
Jimin:In a while I'm going to teach you how to turn
Yeah ok I guess
Tae: Darling are you ok
I'm fine. He sighed and looked away. After a while we were done and Jimin took me outside to turn.
Jimin: Pretty much you just have to close your eyes and imagine you as a wolf
I nodded and pretended to try because I didn't want to.
It didn't work
Jimin:Oh ok try it again then
Ok. I did the same thing and I bit my lip.
Jimin;You aren't trying
How do you know
Jimin:I can tell your pretending to try why don't you try it
I don't want to ok
Jimin:Why not
I don't care about this
Jimin:Why not
I just want to be normal how am I supposed to be happy when I don't know anything about werewolves anyway i just want to go home and why is Taehyung supposed to be my mate I don't even know if I want him to be I don't know what that is I don't know why everyone keeps acting like I'm supposed to be happy
Jimin:I'm sorry
Whatever I don't care anymore. I got up and just ran in the house and ran to my room and slammed the door and sat on the bed crying. I don't know how I can be happy when I don't know anything. I wish I had my old life back.
Tae:Love
He knocked on the door and opened it.
Tae:Are you ok
No. He sat next to me on the bed and held me.
Tae: Please tell me what's wrong I heard you yelled at Jimin
I didn't mean to it's just everyone keeps acting like I'm supposed to be happy I don't know how I can be when I don't know anything
Tae:I understand I'm sorry we are trying to make you happy
I know I just wish I was normal
Tae:I understand it's probably hard for you
I guess it's my fault I don't ask anything because I don't want to annoy anyone
Tae:You wouldn't annoy us we would love for you to ask us things
Ok
Tae:I know you want your old life but I think instead of being stuck on that you should try to make a new one
I guess your right
Tae:It's not healthy for you to be stuck on that
I know but it's hard not to
Tae;I know I'm sorry
It's ok
Tae:Are you not happy being my mate
I don't know I'm happy being with you but I don't know what that means or you know I'm your mate
Tae:I understand well it's like a soulmate
How do you know I'm your soulmate
Tae:Well your scent mates have scents that only the other can smell and I smelled it in the woods and I followed it and I saw you
Where you the wolf I saw
Tae:Yeah
Oh that's a little embarrassing
Tae;It's ok My love I'm sorry
It's ok it's not your fault
Tae;I do love you
I don't know if it's love but I really like you
Tae:I know you do even if you don't talk to anyone else about how your feeling you can talk to me I know it sounds selfish but I want you to trust me
I do trust you a lot
Tae:I'm happy you do
I'll try to be more positive and less mopey all the time
Tae: Darling I want you happy you know Namjoon bought a bunch of books from when he was turned
About werewolves
Tae:Yeah he actually acted the same way you did maybe worse and reading helped him it might help you
He reacted the same I thought you were all born like that
Tae:I was but Namjoon wasn't he thought pretty much the same thing as you
Oh that makes me feel a little better
Tae:Good I'll get Namjoon to give you the book ok
Thanks. I snuggled close to him and he kissed my head.
Don't let go please your warm
Tae:I won't My love don't worry
I giggled and he played with my hair.
You are sweet
Tae: You are sweeter
Do they think I'm dramatic
Tae;No they understand how your feeling
Oh ok I feel stupid
Tae; Darling don't say that if I was in your position I'd probably act the same and Namjoon did too
Your right can we just stay like this for a while
Tae:Of course
You are the best mate ever it's mate right
Tae:It is and you are the best
Tae can you tell Jimin I want to actually try to turn and can you come with me I'd feel better
Tae:Of course I'll come with you
I hope my wolf is brown and fluffy and cute
Tae;I bet it is
I giggled and snuggled into his arms and fell asleep happy.

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