1.Zara Matthew

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Spending the ugly day wondering what if I killed someone today, of course he will be the person sitting in front of me

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Spending the ugly day wondering what if I killed someone today, of course he will be the person sitting in front of me.
I don't know why is he smiling at me, this is actually very irritating.
While keeping the spoon on the plate he asked me " 𝘚𝘰 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢"
Huh! Why is he showing that he is so concerned about me, well I shaked my head and said yes.
" 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘳." He laughed
Oh God! He can't be serious.
He never took me and my efforts seriously, he don't even live with us. I don't understand why he came today to meet us after two years. I really hate him.
I doesn't matter he is my father, I don't want to see him.
I droped the spoon in my bowl and gave him a horrible look, I wish he understood that once again he is trying to interfere in my life.
" Mom, I am going " I said, and hugged my mom.
I love her more than anything, she was always there for me when I needed her.
" 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶 " 𝘋𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥,
" 𝘕𝘰, 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 "
Well I know this was very rude, but he deserve it.

I hope my mood will be back to normal once I reach my college. I don't have many friends, I like my Aloofness.
Atleast I won't get betrayed again and again.
I don't know who is going to take our viva today, but I am pretty confident because I have worked hard.
"𝘏𝘦𝘺 𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘢, 𝘩𝘰𝘸 are 𝘺𝘰𝘶 " Alex said while keeping her hand on my shoulder and passing a weird smile.
"𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰, 𝘈𝘭𝘦𝘹 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥" Well I am not even a percent interested in talking with her because she is an asshole.
" 𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘢𝘯 𝘑𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺'𝘴 𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢... 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘵 , 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 "
Fuck... Fuck... Fuck
I wish I would have given a leave application today. I don't want to face him. I agree he is good looking but he is a real distraction.

God dammit, I'll be going first, I haven't done anything but i just don't want to face him,still....
I took a deep breath and went inside his office.

He was wearing a plain white shirt tucked in black jeans, silver watch in his veiny hand,
His shiny curly Hairs, perfect thick beard, those dark brown eyes they were as deep as ocean and He has the perfect pale-complexion, how can someone be so attractive.
I wonder if he is single or not.
"No.. No.. Zara stop this nonsense, don't even think about it" I murmured under my breath.

He was staring at the window.
I knocked the door, " 𝘔𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘢𝘯" I was a bit nervous I don't know why.
" 𝘏𝘦𝘺 𝘡𝘢𝘳𝘢, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦" He welcomed me with a pleasant smile.
"𝘏𝘰𝘸'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘥𝘺? "
"𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘦"
" 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? "
I hate it when he calls me young lady
"𝘚𝘪𝘳, 𝘮𝘺 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘡𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘸, 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘥𝘺"
"𝘖𝘩 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺, 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘥" He was still smiling at me but it makes me more angry
"𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘢𝘯, 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦?"
" 𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘢, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 " I rolled my eyes and said " 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦"
He winked at me and said " 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘥"
I shrug " 𝘈𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘶𝘩? "
" 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘚𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 " He said with calmness

He was deliberately flirting with me, I give a pleasing smile
"𝘉𝘺𝘦 𝘔𝘳. 𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘢𝘯, 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯"
I was feeling much better now, this is something funny and crazy that he tease me to make me feel good, huh!... Crazy man.

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