5.Zara Matthew

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Yes, I don't wanna fall in love

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Yes, I don't wanna fall in love. I got betrayed everytime I have tried to trust.
I was crying like a baby, after a long time I have cried in front of someone. Professor ivaan was holding me tightly, his eyes were filled with tears.
I rest my head on his shoulder, he wiped my tears and I said
" When I was hardest to love is probably when I was needing it the most, and everyone left me, how can I start trusting someone again?"

He said " 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸... 𝘞𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘵 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘴.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘵."

" I am telling you I am hard to handle "
"𝘋𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳? 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵"
Huh this wasn't funny!

"What if didn't end up together"
"𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺, 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳"

"But...we are totally opposite"
" 𝘋𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳?"

" What if things become difficult to handle? "
" 𝘋𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘢?...𝘞𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘹 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 "

" Our age gap?"
"𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴?..
𝘖𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥
𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸? "

I laughed while crying " How do you know that I like alpha males? "
" 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴"

I was totally shocked, like I was also having crush on him since three years, is it a coincidence?
I asked him
" Are you serious? Three years?
Why didn't you told me this earlier? "

he was smiling like an idiot and said " 𝘛𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸? 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬, 𝘐 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵. 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥, 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶... 𝘜𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢... "

I was so embarrassed, I am not active on any of my social media account and I don't have any friends.
He kissed my forehead and said " 𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭, 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘵𝘩...
𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶"

I wish I could control myself......
His words, his touches and his presence were making me feel so good, so fucking good.
I brushes his beard with my thumb and
I pressed my lips on his, and sucked them until I lost my breathe.
And asked him with a flirtatious smile

"So when are you showing me that your are an alpha man, ' powerful' ?"
" 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸, 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘥𝘺 "

I laughed and asked
"Young lady again? Umm..
Take me to the bed sir, and teach me something good today.."
A slyness smile on his face and he said
" 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘮"

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