We few that have chosen this path know of the dangers of everyday life, we see you on your worst day and live that moment with you. Those that we lose are never forgotten they live on in our hearts and in our nightmares. We continue to question our actions forever wondering if what we did was right. The hardest losses are the ones we have to choose, when we must triage a situation and decide who's life to save. There is no easy way to pick one life over another, and we try our best to save everyone but we can't always be those miracle workers tv portrays us as.
There are times I wish I could trade places, let those that are lost live instead. These are fantasies, we all wish we lived in a world of rainbows and unicorn farts, but the hard truth is we live in a world of our own destruction.
