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Do you wanna come over

⚠️ Warning: Family problems (Mommy issues)⚠️

Your POV:

I have been to Poland for a while now, like a week or two and got closer to Jann too. He's really sweet and friendly. I've never met anyone like him. He was so nice to me too. I wasn't used to that and god he was so beautiful... UGH Y/N YOU DON'T KNOW HIM THAT WELL YET STOP!

Oh yeah about Jann, I have to meet him at 5pm today at park. What do I wear? He said he wanted to talk about something. What does he want? I wonder if anything happened.

I make some eggs quickly and go to my room to choose something to wear. Of course I have a breakdown since I can't choose anything. Why am I trying so hard to look good anyways? He's just a friend. I haven't dressed to impress since like forever, so why am i doing it now?

I finally found some cargos and a crop top with fishnets and a bunch of rings and necklaces. Now I gotta put some make-up on but I kinda don't want to, I feel pretty today. Okay! No makeup. I style my hair a little and now I'm ready. What's the time?

3pm. I still have two hours so I just go on my phone and I see a missed call from my mom. Wow look who remembers me. I called her back wondering why she decided to call me after not even caring about what I've been up to for past two years.

- Hello mother.

-Y/N DID YOU SERIOUSLY MOVE TO POLAND? IS WHAT I HEARD REAL? DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME?!

-What how'd you know?!

-I SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND'S STORY ABOUT LONG DISTANCE FRIENDSHIP AND SHE TOLD ME EVERYTHING!

-OKAY YEAH I DID? SO? I'M AN ADULT NOW. I DON'T NEED YOUR PERMISSION FOR ANYTHING! YOU HAVEN'T CONTACTED ME FOR TWO WHOLE YEARS AND NOW YOU SUDDENLY CARE?

-YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE! YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I ABORTED YOU 20 YEARS AGO. EVER SINCE YOU'RE BORN I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTH-

you hang up not letting her finish and quickly block her number crying your eyes out

What did I do to deserve a parent like this? Why can't I be lucky like other people who have loving mothers what did I ever do. Am I that bad of a person?

...

I think to myself crying my eyes out, then I quickly grab my phone to call Jann. It's like he's the only person that can help me feel better right now. It's around 4pm already. I have been crying for nearly an hour. My eyes are red and puffy.

I quickly call Jann

J: Hi cutie, what's up? You called a bit early everything okay?

I try to say something, unable to speak from all the sobbing and crying

My voice is shaking

Y:H-hi. Can you come over before w-we go to park if you're free? Please?

J:Yeah I'm free. Is everything alright?You sound like you're crying. Do you wanna talk about it?

Y: I just need your company and y-yeah I guess I need to talk to someone too if that's okay?

J: Okay I'm coming. Be there in 10.

...

After a while you hear loud knocking on your door. Must be Jann.

Your eyes are still red and puffy as you open the door and quickly hug him starting to cry again.

J:Hey hey hey what's wrong. Let's go in and talk about it.

He says as he hugs you tightly.

You suddenly feel safer than ever in his arms and stop crying