♡❁Marjorine❁♡---A South Park fanfic

Part 6

~~I'm alive >:) sorry for not updating lol
-Rayne🌧~~

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Everything was going amazingly! Since my parents were gonna be gone for a while, I didn't have to change out of my feminine clothes when I went home!

I'd even told PC Principal about being trans and he was really supportive!

I had amazing girlfriends, the best boyfriend I could ask for, I finally felt comfortable in my body, the scars on my arms were healing since I'd been clean for 2 weeks, I was so happy.

I'd do anything to go back to that.

My parents were gone for a little over a week, they came home Wednesday.

They didn't tell me.

Kenny had walked me home that day. I was still wearing my wig and dress. Kenny had his arm around me. He gave me a small kiss before leaving.

Then I noticed my parents car in the driveway.

Every muscle in my body was telling me not to go inside. But a small voice in my head though that maybe, just maybe, my parents would be understanding. That they'd still love and accept me.  God I was stupid.

The moment I stepped inside I heard my parents screaming at each other upstairs. Then my mom rushed down the stairs and towards me. I flinched, expecting her to yell at me.

She hugged me. She held me tight and ran her hand through my hair. I stood there in silence.

"BUTTERS!!!! GET UP HERE!! NOW!"

I shook off my mother's grasp. I just accepted my fate.

My room was destroyed.

He'd torn apart my closet and ripped anything even remotely girly. He broke the makeup palette, perfume, and lip gloss Bebe had got me. My Hello Kitty plushie was ripped in half. Pages of my diary were scattered around the floor. The mirror above my dresser was cracked. The posters on my walls were shredded.

I know this sounds stupid, but I was so scared it almost felt like I couldn't feel anything.

I couldn't move or speak or even think. My dad was screaming at me but I couldn't understand what he was saying.

Waves of pain shot threw my body as my dad practically threw me against the wall. He grabbed my dress collar and lifted me up with it and smacked me in the face before throwing me back down.

I don't remember anything after that. I completely blacked out or something. When I came back to, my dad slammed the door shut.

I could hear my parents screaming down stairs. My entire body was sore.

I shakily got up and looked in the cracked mirror. The entire left side of my face was starting to bruise as well as my neck. I had huge bruises and small cuts across my stomach and back.

I sat down on my bed and cried.

I'd cried before, but this was different. Tears stung my face as they streamed out. I was practically screaming through my sobs but I didn't care. All of my hurt poured out.

'My mom tried to drown me in the car
My uncle touched me while babysitting
My dad screamed at me for misplacing the chocolate milk mix
Philip died and left me all alone
My grandma stabbed me with a fork
My dad sent me to a concentration camp
I fell in love with Bradley
He texted me 'I'm sorry, I love you' just seconds before he took his own life after only 2 months of dating
I could've saved him
Cartman manipulated me to do so many things just because he thought it was funny'

Everything.

I felt broken. I felt everything but nothing at the same time.

I crawled out my window, climbed of the roof, and ran.
I didn't know where I was going. I just ran. I just wanted out.

I found myself at Starks Pond and sat on the edge. I looked into the water, staring at my reflection.

I just continued crying.
I don't know how long I sat there.
But I ended up falling asleep.

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~~Yo this sucks ngl.

I kinda rushed cuz I just wanted to get this part out and I'm kinda suffering from writers block 😬

I'll probably finish it but I can't promise it'll be good. I have other story ideas but I want to finish this before moving on.

Also this is my first story soooooo

Anyways, I love youuuuu
Byeeeeeee -Rayne🌧~~