Namjoon Asthma attack

Sleep. That was all Namjoon wanted right now. He was exhausted and just wanted to sleep. But there is no time for that right now. They had way too much going on for him to take a break. Oh how he wishes he could take a break. He could sleep for days but with their schedule right now he would be lucky to even get two hours of sleep each night.

Namjoon knew this wasn't healthy. That he needed to stop and take a breath. But he just couldn't. With their upcoming comeback there was just way too much to do. He needed to finish all the songs he was working on, learn all the choreographies and attend all the different meetings. After all of this he barely even had time to eat. But as the leader it was his responsibility to do all of these things. At least that's what he thought. Even though now even doing the easiest things led him to be struggling to catch his breath.

Namjoon doesn't remember a time when he did not know that he had asthma. He was diagnosed when he was very young and since then his entire life revolves around his illness. His parents became very overprotective of him and did not let him do anything that could potentially lead to an attack. But, Namjoon never let his illness stop him. He always wanted to prove to everyone that he was more than just his illness. Which is why he fought to join Bangtan and became an idol, even though his parents were worried sick about him. The life of an idol was exhausting and Namjoon struggled to keep up with everything especially with their intense choreographies. But, throughout the years he learned how to take care of himself, he knew when his asthma was getting bad and when to take breaks. Of course the members also know about his illness and made sure that Namjoon didn't push himself too hard.

But this time, there was just too much to do. None of the members had any time to even think and it slipped everyone's mind that Namjoon might not be able to cope with this intense schedule. So now he here's Namjoon was in the dance studio struggling to catch his breath. Namjoon was currently trying to remember the choreography for the latest song. He was alone in the studio as he was the only one who couldn't get the steps right, while everyone else had already perfected the dance. He had just finished another run through of the dance and was trying to catch his breath before starting another. He knew that he needed to rest, the ever persistent struggle to catch his breath made it obvious that he needed to rest. But, he just couldn't find the time, he had too much to do. But one thing that is obvious is if he wanted to avoid a full blown asthma attack he needed to rest at least a bit.

'If I have an asthma attack, all the other members will worry way too much and probably even postpone the comeback. I can't afford that just cause my body can't handle some stress.' Namjoon thought to himself.

So after catching his breath, he decided he will go home and sleep. It was already late and sleeping a little won't hurt anyone and it might just be what his body needs to stop its fight with air. He could just work on the dance tomorrow cause he did need to practice more.

He went back to the dorm and went to sleep.

He woke up feeling exhausted, he had managed to get 4 hours of sleep but the fatigue still plagued his body. He woke up and went to the bathroom to get ready, they had a packed schedule today. Starting with dance practice, then the rappers needed to attend some production meetings while the singers had vocal practice. Then he needed to spend time in the studio and finish the songs he is working on. He has so much to do and the exhaustion he feels is not helping him at all.

After getting ready he goes out to the kitchen to see all the members eating breakfast. He says a polite Good morning, while getting his food and sits down to eat it. Everyone responds back.

Then J-hope says, "Namjoon-ah, are you feeling okay, you don't look too good."

"Ya, hyung you look really bad. Are you sick?" Jimin adds.