Chapter 11: Mentally

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Kiri's pov:
Pick up, pick up,pick
DAMN IT ROTXO PICK UP THE GOD DAMN PHONE

"kiri clam down call in the morning I'm sure his fine he's just upset that's all" loak said

BUT HE TOOK A HUGE BOTTLE OF VODKA SO THAT MEANS HES DRINKING AND DRIVING

or maybe it's for when he gets home.

Your right  let's just go home and I'll see when I wake up
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Kiri's phone:
Incoming call from: rotxo ❤️🫶🏾🫠
Hello,rotxo  are you there

rotxo ❤️🫶🏾🫠: kiri it's his grandma and I need you to come to the hospital like right now please it's an emergency

Yes ma'am can you send me the location

rotxo ❤️🫶🏾🫠:Ok thank you
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I quickly put on a hoodie and some basket ball shorts and my crocs and then I run down stairs and get the car keys I quickly write a note and leave it for my parents
Then I start the gps and I'm speeding like crazy down the road as soon as I park I run inside and see his grandma crying
Omg is he dead
I run up to her she just hugs me
After we sat down she told me that after he left he started drinking and he ran a lot of red lights when she was driving he didn't see a car coming so when he went the other car hit him in the drivers side and flipped the car 4 times he alive thank god but he broke his arm,he has a concussion and when the glass broke it stabbed him in his arm and he's all bruised up.
Shortly after the doctor came in and and told me he was awake. I let his grandma go in first and then an hour later she left the room and told me that he doesn't know that I was here and all she told him was that a friend was here to see him I just nodded and got ready to see him after I slow walked in and he was laying in his bed on his phone checking his messages when he looked he just looked at me and started. I walked in and sat down and we just sat there in silence I didn't know what to say after what said last time
After like 10 minutes of silence i finally spoke
" so what happened" he just looked at me and started laughing I was so confused and then he said "oh your serious,tell me your joking kiri"
After I didn't respond he said " tell me your fucking kidding me kiri"
"What do you mean I was just asking how did you crash, what the fuck is your problem you have had a stick up your ass since the shooting"
" what do you want me to do be so fucking jolly after my friend died during the shooting"
I just at there In silence until I said "r-rotxo I didn't know I'm so sorry"
"Yea why would you" he said with some bass in his voice
"Rotxo on how am I suppose to know if you haven't talked to me since"
"Well if you would have just stopped being so fucking self centered and asked me about my feelings and maybe I would have told you"
"Rotxo what the fuck are you talking about I always talked to you about your problems you just never open up"
"Why would I open up after that bull shit you pulled at the party kiri"
At this point we where having a full blow screaming match
"You mean the bull shit you started,I admit bringing up your parents was wrong and I'm sorry for that I really am but your can't blame me for that you were being an total ass whole the whole night"
"Ok kiri this what ever ship isn't working so I think we need to stop before it gets to serious and we both end up hurt,the shooting has both effected us on different levels and we need time to heal separately and we are both healed fully we will try again"
I knew deep down he was right but it still hurt.
"What,wait I'm sorry I was wrong I didn't mean anything just don't do this,ok"
By this point I was crying and he wouldn't look at me but I could tell he was crying too after a like 5 minutes I finally accepted it and left.
I got in the car and just went home I couldn't even cry anymore I parked the car, went inside and went to my room I layer down and put on his favorite hoodie put in my air pods and layered down and all I could do was cry until I couldn't breath and eventually I fell asleep.

ROTXOS POV:

Oh my god what did I just do.
She was the best thing that ever happened to me but we need to heal or it's never gonna work and I need to be at peace so I can give her what she needs and she deserves to be with someone that is mentally stable and isn't a raging alcoholic.
That's another thing I need to do I also need to stay away from her but that won't be easy because me and her brother are best friends so I'm gonna see her sometimes at her house but Ill just stay down stairs no need to go upstairs anymore.

A couple minutes later loak called me
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Loak🤝🏾🏳️‍🌈: hey dude u good kiri just told me what happened with you and her

Yea I'm good man I just need to heal mentally and physically

Loak🤝🏾🏳️‍🌈: ok i would invite you over but you just almost died so I'll see you later I might come visit

Alright talk to you later gangy

Loak🤝🏾🏳️‍🌈: alright talk to you later gang
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After me and loak hang up I just stared at her contact for a while after I decided to go to my camera roll and delete our photos together so I could get over her faster even though we weren't together as I went through them I came across my favorite picture of us,well her

Loak🤝🏾🏳️‍🌈: alright talk to you later gang ____________________________________After me and loak hang up I just stared at her contact for a while after I decided to go to my camera roll and delete our photos together so I could get over her fa...

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She was tying my shoe because I broke my arm and she didn't want me to trip on our walk

I felt the tears and the anger build up and next thing I know my phone was across the hospital room.

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