All my life, I only asked to be loved by everyone. Yet, Celestia decided to replace LOVE with HATE.
All my life, I only asked to be loved by him, yet, the he ignored it and used me for his own gain.
All my life, I have been mistreated by the ones I loved.
All my life, I have been blamed upon for things I didn't do.
All my life, I have loved people knowing they will never do the same.
And all of that, for what?
To get betrayed by them?
You thought to yourself with blood spewing from your mouth as his sword went through your abdomen, with the ones you loved surrounding you while throwing you hateful looks. His amber eyes looked into yours in spite as he roughly pulled the sword out, making you cough up more of the beautiful, yet horrid liquid.
"Give up. You will never find someone who will love you back." He spoke coldly as the others did not even spare a thought of pity for your dying form. Ganyu, Xiao, Zhongli, Yae Miko, Makoto, Ei, Venti, and Я̳͓̳̳̽Ǝ̳͓̳̳̽H̳͓̳̳̽T̳͓̳̳̽Ǝ̳͓̳̳̽A̳. Everyone you loved, looked at you with hatred fuming in their eyes as you dropped to your knees, due to nearing the end of your life.
All because of a pest. A mortal pest that purposely made your life worth garbage. She hide behind the older male, Zhongli, as she made whimpering noises. Zhongli pat her head and when they all turned their heads to you look with those hateful eyes, she smirked on victory while throwing you dirty looks.
"I..." you barely spoke as more blood spewed from your mouth, staining you clothes completely as if the huge gash on your abdomen was not enough. "What a disgraceful sight indeed." The tall man spoke as his judging eyes bore into you. "Hey, why not throw a feast for LETICIA since the THING tormenting her is now out of the way?"
Venti spoke as if you weren't dying on the floor, with tears spilling from your eyes. Everyone quickly agreed with the Anemo achons suggestion as they turned their backs on you, pretending that the did not just witness one of their most loyal companion getting executed. As for HIM, he just wiped the blood smeared on his arms, disgusted.
Completely forgetting about you in the matter of seconds, they continue to plan a feast for the wicked little witch as they walked away, leaving you on the ground.
Your eyes lidded as you stared up at the greenery above, branches with leaves glowed green as the sunlight seeped through them. Why? Why did nobody ever love you back? Why did nobody ever care for you as well? Was your love for them not enough? Were you being greedy by asking for too much?
"God..." you spoke with a hushed voice, barely above a whisper as you stared at nothing but the scenery above with your eyes closed.
"If you exist out there, please, just give me a chance..." you said while your body went numb as more blood seeped out of your abdomen. Your arms were sprawled out as the light around you began to dim. With only three words, you finished your wish as you took your last breath.
"...to get 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄."
"𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍, 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝙱𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎."
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