The Black Moth

Clarity

I'm unconsciously planning my life out.

i deserve to feel good and wake up on a good idea flourishing in my brain,
enough disturbance and ill thoughts on how to conquer back my freedom,

i need to tell my body and my nervous system to close those thoughts for now
i go outside and move my body

i am forever going to romanticize my life, getting lost in my imagination is a very pivotal moment in my day, i allow myself to feel deeply and i create a container for me to do so,

feeling for me is a self-care , it allows to move forward in every Avenue of Life from presence and understanting

I move from a deeper part of my core when i take time to witness my internal experience and that authenticity and clarity pours into everything that i do

Romanticizing life is an actual way of life for me and an eternal doorway that i will be entering through 
it is for me, as a means of survival, as a means to arriving at a place that felt better than where i was at..

Maybe we're all kind of living in our own little delusion about the way that life is supposed to be