Dating someone famous

The big dissision

Ok so you know how Jason's a big movie star and all, well it turns out that he just got given a huge movie deal to film in Australia, which is great but there's one problem.
If I want to see Jason I've got to be back home in 2 days ready to fly to Australia with him and he will be there for 2 and a bit years which means, he/we would have to live there for that amount of time until the gig is over and done with. That means leaving Becca behind,which I really don't want to do as she is my BFF.
It also means I would not be able to have Christmas with my family and my family would be ever so upset .
Last but not least, me facing my huge huge huge fear of spiders because I am the worst when it comes to spiders no matter how big or small, and Australia is like their home town it's like me entering their world which I would never do by choice . Ow and did you know the most popular spider in Australia is the TARANTULA, which I am petrified off, as even the thought of them makes me get goose bumps all over.
So right now I just really don't know what to do, its like my brain vs my heart like love vs family. This is stressing me out so much. I thought that if I did go to Australia Becca could come stay with us for a few months, we could get a high level apartment and my family could come visit me for Christmas and I would fly them all over.
So that's the options I have if I go. The options for if I don't go are, go back to say goodbye to Jason, continue traveling, go back home for Christmas then locate Jason spend some time with Jason for a few months then fly back home to get all the things I need for leaving again and when that's all over go back to New York to meet Jason coming back from Australia.

(I decided that what I would do was .....I would get you to help me write the next chapter of this book, please leave comments as to what you would do. Would you stay or would you go????)