Mister rockstar is dating Miss Y/N

ch10

I was about to go inside the car but I noticed the three behind me. So I signalled them to all get in. They all got in and I reminded them for they're setbelts, after that I started to drive.

I noticed that all of them was sleeping and the scene from earlier flashes back through my mind. "Awhe shucks, I really missed my band. I wondered why did Rhea ignored me" I whispered as I didn't noticed that Tom was awake. "Who's Rhea? Is that the girl you're talking about earlier?" "Yeah, now go back to sleep".

We now arrived at my apartment so I asked Tom if he could wake the two up, he did. I went outside and checked my phone to see what time is it. It's now 1 am, I inhaled the natural air breeze and felt hands wrapping around my waist behind me, making me feel warm, it was Tom.

"What now Tom?" I said to him, embracing his hands infront me. "Are you jelous of that girl earlier?" Tom said, giggling. I took his hands off me and faced him. Making him smirk. "Excuse me mister Kaulitz, I don't ever care if you two fuck right infront of me" I said, denying. Hoping he won't fuck that lady he just met earlier.

He pulled me by the waist making me closer to him. "Hey both of you! Stop fucking outside and get in your perspective rooms!" Athena shouting to us, making the both of us felt awkward, we giggled a little and headed inside the apartment room.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

I felt my phone vibrating under my pillow. I checked who is calling, and it was Athena.

I turned over to check if Tom is still on the other side of the bed. Noticing he was gone. I decided to get my outfit and makeup done, since my hair is still straight. I put on a black short dress matching with my white chunky heeled boots. I tried putting on latina makeup style, but I made the eyeliners look gothic. Thankfully it fits me. "Time to go!" I thought my self storming out my room.

"Oh fuck, how can I find the three, there's so many people here." I thought again to my self, going to the bathroom trying to contact with the three, finally Tom replied.

[Excuse the wrong time format, I didn't noticed]

I stormed off the bathroom, and quickly got in the living room. Seeing Bill and Athena making out, probably drunk. "Where's the girls?" I said to him, seeing him smirk at me. Handing me a glass of vodka. I took it as he pats his lap signalling me to sit on it.

I was about to sit on it, but a random girl sat on it befor me. Tom saw the anger and jelousy fill through my eyes, so he pushed the girl away. "Wtf, what an ignorant girl. Come sit here, miss Y/n Wrights" I rolled my eyes to him before sitting down. All the people looked at us gossiping about our relationship.

"Is that really Y/n Wrights? Ex-Singer of the spanish all girl band 'Tres Marias'?" "Omg Y/n Wrights! The ex-singer of Tres Marias" "WOAH! Tom Kaulitz and Y/n

I decided to just sit next to him, as we're getting paparazzi even inside my home. I didn't mind them and just drank both whiskey and vodka at the same time, many times until I didn't just realized that I'm being super drunk.

I just saw Tom, texting other girls. Even smiling at it. It makes me wanna cry, so I headed to our room fastly as I did my best not to fall. I'm now inside the room and jumped in my bed, crying. He didn't even helped me get in my room because he's too busy talking with someone in his phone.

I started searching for a box of Dorco Blades. I finally saw it and took one. "I missed this". I cutted through my lower forearm so many times as I didn't care how many cuts did I did because of my mixed emotions, as I saw the bloods dripping down my arms through the bedsheet made me feel like I wanna let out all my emotions.

I also did it with the other hand, and you saw lots of bloods coming out of it and you strangely liking it. I put the blade down and watched my forearms bleeding because of the cuts. I suddenly heard the three coming inside my room but I didn't care anymore though. I remembered all of the betrayal my family did to me. My sisters, my brothers, my uncles and aunts and even my parents. Making me feel like I wanna cut more.

Suddenly the two came running towards me and making me wanna stop. While Tom's just standing infront of the bed, staring at me in shock making him widened his eyes as he saw the blood soaking at the bed.

"What the fuck happened to you, Y/n?!" Athena slapping me softly in the cheek multiple times, while I'm just looking down. Speechless.

I suddenly felt my head hurt, making me faint.

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