I'm missing someone I shouldn't. He has hurt me so much by why? My heart has another but why do I miss the one who hurt me the most. The aching feeling of betrayal and doubt. My heart yearns for the one I'm with but my subconscious is telling me differently. My heart is broken and aching but why is my subconscious telling me differently? You put me through so much heartbreak and sorrow but yet I miss you. Maybe it's because we have so much history or maybe I can see you becoming the sweet and kind guy I already knew you were. the beautiful soul I knew you had. You don't realize the one who hurt you the most you miss the most
