Fuck Ghetto Love

Ch.12 Young N' Wild

The stereo clashed into my ears.
Smoke blurred my vision from weed that also filled my nostrils and scented my clothes.
Teens' hormones added to the air.

Make-out sessions were on every corner of my eyes.
Tables were decked out with crack lines and small ounce bags of 'grass'.

Potheads made more blunts than talking.
People clumped together like glue to paper while dancing.
Many others were adding drama to other people life's.

Butts were everywhere ,jiggling and popping.
Girls grind on boys' peckers.
While some girls didn't have any morals and hold boys hands and pulled them into vacant rooms.

The kitchen was filled with popular people who had beer in their hands.
Some even had daiquiris.
People laughed ,some flirted.

Anyone who came to this party lost all innocence...
If they have any.

But one thing they all had in common that they were having a blast.
Knowing that unwanted attention would come sooner or later.

Since they were in the young part of the projects.
Where youngins still shootin and trappin in their houses.
Getting money and buying more crack or weed.

But unlike Janisha she was still fresh to this ghetto ass place.
As she would say it.
She knew nothing and what she gained from others still wouldn't help her survive in the hood alone.

BACK INTO REALITY...

Here was Janisha standing here not moving like frozen meat.
She didn't know what to do.
Where to start.

Should she smoke some weed?
Or get a drink?

She decided to do the smart thing and just sit down in a less crowded area.
And just watch things unfold.

What she was wearing didn't help her get unnoticed.
Her confidence lowered since she was bullied today at school.
The best thing she could do is just sit and be quiet.

She knew better not to get in this.
She had worried thoughts like...

What if someone pressures me to snort some crack?

I might get rape?!

I have to go!

More and more worried thoughts entered her mind.
She couldn't take it...

But soon came Jaydon with a blunt in his hand.

"Hit dis purp to take da worries off ya cute face."

He sounded so faded.
It was Janisha who was worried that he might turn into a slug.
He smoked that blunt too much and soon his movements felt like slow motion.

-Slow Motion by Trey Songs❤️my song!

His hand pushed forward to my face.
I needed to get my mind off things anyway.

I took the blunt out of his hand.
And put it between my lips.

And inhaled the weed coming in and out of my lungs.
I coughed first being this my first time smoking.

Jaydon plop himself aside of me on the couch.
And had a few drinks.

"Dis shit new to yuh huh?"

I nodded.
Getting use to smoking.

I decided to smoke the purp longer.
And held the smoke in a few long seconds.

Soon I out haled.
Then the more I smoke.
The more I got dazed.

And the bad memories and worries started to fade away.
The ease came into my mind.

I laid my head back.
This was the best feeling in my life.

The music slowed in my ears.
Everything processed from my eyes to my brain it was just slow.

I felt at ease.
Like I finally fount peace.

But suddenly gun shots were fired.
Everyone lost their high whatsoever.
Boys hold their pockets that were holding glocks.
Girls ran to rooms to hide.

It was chaos.
Me and Jaydon were looking at each other smiling but smugly.

We were to high to care what was happening.
But somehow...

I knew this was gonna happen.
So did he...

Though this was the last time we would find peace like this so we made the best of it.
From whatever hell we came from...

I fell asleep...

Last sound I heard were...

Ambulance Sirens.