(y/n, 27. nessa, 19.)
nessa was happy. y/n stayed in tonight instead of going out and doing "business" but nessa knew she was selling drugs.
"i made a song just for you, bear. will you listen?"
"of course, mama. let me hear it."
nessa was told many times that this wasn't healthy, and that y/n was dangerous. nessa couldn't leave, because she knew y/n wasn't a monster like everyone said she was. y/n loved to drink, and she loved to do drugs but she loved her girl just as much.
y/n listened, word for word. "i'm your american jesus?"
"you are."
y/n kissed her, "i'm gonna marry you, girl. i'm gonna get clean, and we're gonna go to new york, like you want. you're gonna have a studio, and i'm gonna go back to school. i'm gonna be your real american jesus. my mom called, they have a bed open, so she's gonna take me down there. six months max."
tears filled her eyes, "i'm so proud of you, bear. i'm so fucking happy for you."
"don't cry, okay? you're never gonna cry again."