Handsome(boyxboy)

Reuniting

Someway and somehow I managed to get from under Roberts spell and move away from his sexy lips. I looked down to the floor and rushed to put back on my clothes. Robert looked tooken back kind of. "What? Was it something I did?" He asked as he watched me dress.

"Robert its too soon for this. I love you, but how I know that I can really trust you with my heart again." He sighed and stopped me from zipping up my pants by grabbing ahold to my hand. "I cant make no promises that I wont make mistakes. I'm not perfect, but I'll do my best to treat you and love you the way you deserve to be." Robert is like the boy of my dreams and I'm afraid to admit that to myself.
I'm afraid of loving him like I do.

"I need some time to think about this. I love you so much but I'm scared of loving you." He kissed me softly and I slowly pulled away from the kiss. I rested my right hand against his neck and he laid his forehead against my forehead. "Take all the time you need. Robert ain't going no where." He got another smooch in and I smiled a little. My phone buzzed and I looked away to see who was calling.

"I gotta take this." I rushed out the room and said hello. "Where you at Handsome." Behind that preposition is what I was thinking. "You know I don't like you being out this late." She continued to blabber. "Ma don't worry. I'm on my way back." I said knowing she wasn't gone stop worrying.

"Alright bye papa." Ugh she knows that I hate that but I wasn't going to argue with her about that now. "Bye mommy." I walked back into the room and looked at Robert. I pulled on his Jumbo ears and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Not too long ago I was kissing Diamond, now him. I need to stop because I don't need not one blister on my lips.

"Ill see you around." I let Robert go but he didn't let me go so I glanced back up at him. "You know my birthday's coming in a week and I'm having this bash at a club called Flex. I really would like for you to come, and for you free of charge." I know it is free of charge for me. "I don't know I'll think about it." I shrugged knowing I wanted to go and turn up with him like no ones watching.

"If I was to come. I don't want Nicole or Duiane there." He start typing on his phone then he looked back up at me. "Anybody else." I smiled and shook my head no. "You need a ride back." He jingled his keys and asked. "No I'm fine walking."

"Handsome let me get you home safely." I couldn't say no to them eyes. It looked like they were glistening in the night just for me. "Okay just give us a minute." I said giving in. I promise sometimes he reminds me of myself. I stopped by DJ and Robert walked off. I waited until he got off the porch to look at the smirk on DJ face. "Just talking huh." He folded his arms.

"He just..." I began. "No no need to explain. I knew what would happen even when you didn't." "Yeah I guess you know a little something about me." I said honestly because I went in that room hoping to just talk and leave out as friends, but Robert does something to me. I can't even explain it. "Yeah I know. So I want to know why I wasn't invited to the party."

"You was listening in on our conversation." I smacked DJ arm and asked. "This my house and I was listening to stop anything bad from happening." I took that as a good thing. "Yeah OK. But I'll ask Robert." I called Robert name and he stuck his head out the window. "I want to know if I'm invited or what." DJ said with his hands out. "Yeah you know you on the list." He said before sticking his head back in.

"But eight for boys and five for girls." "I guess I'm gone change back into a girl that night." DJ said softening his voice. "No don't do that." I said seriously. I never knew how he looked as a girl but seeing him as one would definitely freak me out.

"Im playing." He coughed and brought his husky voice back. But then again, I wonder how I'd look if I was girl. Maybe my relationship life would be sort of easier. Or my life period. Maybe I'd be named Beauty instead of Handsome.