I go out every day
Trying to blend in with the others
I should have known that I won't fit in
"You have friends" you say
Even if that is true
I still feel so lost and alone
I can smile and laugh
But it's getting harder day by day
I try to connect but I always run away
Inside I'm feeling broke
I wish I could unspoke these words I've said to you
I'm lonely but I still try
To socialize and make a friend
But it's hard to break the ice
When everything feels like the end
I check my phone all the time
Hoping for a message or a sign
But it's just notifications
I need a vacation
I see people having fun in groups
I'm stuck in loops
I envy everyone with friends
I hope their friendships ends
So I'll keep on going out
And trying to figure this out
I'm just a lonely soul
Trying to fill this empty hole.
