14

123 1 0
                                    

After being fucked to my core, i was left confused. I grew a new emotion..fucking and sucking was my everyday life, so why do i feel different? Im attracted to Hyunjin. I mean of course..he's cute and handsome, hes a dream.

-

I was laying in my bed per usual. Still kinda wondering if im sure that Hyunjin is what i want. It happened too fast. Everything is in 10x speed. I forgot why we fucked the first time. Maybe its too soon?

I got up and yelled in my yawn trying to strech. As always, my body ached. Everything hurt as i moved.
Hyunjin was beside me still sleeping.

Woah, this guy has no business being so fucking pretty..

I layed back down looking at the sleeping beauty beside me. Is what we have not that bad?
I pecked his lips before getting up and going straight for the shower. Refreshing aint it. After some time of scrubbing my body completely i rushed outside to see whats the weather like. Sun. Ah my beautiful Sun.

It was a familiar burning sensation of the Sun shinning on my body, tanning it is.
Before sitting down on a chair to tan i adjusted the size and took off my shirt.

Its very nice out here while we arent live on tv..live..wait. Today is the last day is it?..
Well FUCK this shit.

As i was about to go complain to Minho i saw Hyunjin outside smoking and frowning. I dont think hes a fan of hot weather.

"Hyuuuung! Come here!" I yelled out to the taller. He turned his head to me and slowly walked to me squinting his eyes. My heart beat faster as he made his way to me.

"Felix, you can move alright?" He asked as he lit up another cigarette. Him? Concerned? Absolutely beautiful.

"Yes, dont worry." I paused to internally giggle. "Did you sleep well?" I asked.
"I did." He coldly said. Owh, normally i would blush at a man being cold and hot but..i felt kinda bad. Im not being dramatic, i mean i DONT care BUT..it made me sad for some reason.

Thankfully, my expression never changed from a happy one. I could feel like killing myself but would still have a sunshine smile. Its a talent to me.!

I could see that Hyunjin's mood changes are quick and unpredictable. I could never read this man.

"Hyunjin how long is this going be happening?" I suddenly asked, i regret it kinda.

"What?" He asked as the smoke was coming out of his nose.
"You knoow..all this." I streched my words.
"Felix..just say it." He said. Come on Hyunjin, dont act dumb!
"The fucking."  I sighed.

"Dunno."

Wow, 'dunno'? What do you mean dunno?

"Is it all just fun and jokes to you?" I asked in a scared voice..do i feel this way with him?

"Felix..what the fuck do you want me to do? Be your boyfriend?" He chuckled as he said the last word.

Oh..
"N-no! Haha! Dont be funny.." i bit my lip and looked up as i prevented tears from rolling down my cheek.

____________________________________________

Shortest one yet. I published a new HYUNHO fanfic.
Its better than this i assure you.

Its better than this i assure you

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
REALITY SHOW [Hyunlix]Where stories live. Discover now