REALITY SHOW [Hyunlix]

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I dont know how to write sad stories but it had to turn out like that so..sorry in advance if this dissapoints you<3
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Nobodys pov:

A few days passed since the little argument they had. People would say its a small matter like hyunjin, but to Felix this is the worst thing that could happen.

Felix is still denying his feelings for the taller but cant seem to stop seeing him in his wet dreams.

They're still in the same isolation which just makes things worse.

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Felix was in the bathroom, thinking about all of it. "Is Hyunjin right?" He thought while sobbing silently. Light tears rolling down his cheeks and falling into the sink.

He has grown needy, needy for hyunjin. He is addicted to the warm feeling of hyunjin inside him.

Because of what Hyunjin has said, felix tried to learn how to not care about feelings.

His hearted wanted him in a healthy relationship but his brain wanted him in him.

While his eyes were swollen and red.

"Will it hurt if we fuck after this? Hyunjin doesnt seem to care, it might go well." He said out loud, still unsure about how hyunjin might feel. But he will never again consider thinking about how he himself feels about the decisions he makes.

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Felix's pov:

It wont hurt if we fuck again, will it? Im kinda desperate. Im a slut.

I washed my face and fixed my makeup.
Just one more time and ill move on.

I exited the bathroom heading straight to the isolation where hyun was at.
I grew scared about his reaction to my decision.

I entered the tiny room, he didnt even raise his head from some magazine he was reading.

"Hyunjin." I sternly said, i pressed my lips together as he raised his head.
"Oh. Felix? I thought you didnt want to talk to-" "enough. I want to ask you something. For the last time." I didnt let him finish. I gulped as i said the last word.

"Shoot." He now closed the magazine giving his full attention to me which made me more nervous and uneasy.

"Can we fuck?" I asked, suprisingly without a stutter. His face changed from an unbothered one to a suprised one.

Normally, if i asked him this he would say sure why not. But now its different. He seems to also feel uneasy.

"So?" I asked again as i noticed the awkward silence between us.
"I- uh." He didnt even look at me.
I watched him closely as he got up from the bed.

He came closer to me which made me hold my breath. I took a step back as i watched his big hand go for my waist.

He suddenly stopped and raised his hand up to my shoulders, now looking at me in the eyes. His eyes were full of concern and worry.

Why is he worried now? He is late.
He couldve worried for me when i cried in front of him cause i didnt know what to do.

But hes worried now. Now that i dont want to do anything with him after we are done with this.

"Felix, we shouldnt. Lets talk." Hyunjin suggested, throwing me off with the prettiest smile i have ever seen.

"God damn it hyunjin! JUST POUND INTO ME AND LEAVE ME LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!" I grabbed his hand and squized it with all my power receiving a small grunt from him.

Who am i kidding? I cant hurt an ant if i wanted to. They were right. My parents, they were always right.

Flashback
🗺 Busan Korea>
Location- AIEON KIG clan

"Why can't you do it right?" My dads voice was as scary as ever. Mid taekwondo training i would fall on my knees begging my dad to let me rest.

Resting was never an option. If i did i would recive the worst torture of my life.

"Hah, honey. Is this weak brat still failing?" My mothers voice was heard.
"You bet he is.." my father was dissapointed.

Ever since i was a kid they would forcefully make me do taekwondo and carry on with the family trees bussiness.

Until i could break iron with my bare leg, i would be called a failure. No sleep and no food for days.

I was born in a clan called AIEON KIG
Which is translated in iron kick.

Everyone from this clan was a taekwondo specialist and if not by the age of 15 you would be severly injured and kicked out for good.

"*sigh* oh Felix if you only werent such a scared teenager. Your voice isnt gonna knock someone out. Bur that leg is, so get up and do it again.!" My dad yelled at me as he pulled me by my hair until i got into the stance.

End of flashback

That brings us here. My fathers words tattoed so perfectly into my brain.

"Felix! Listen, im sorry for saying such things. It was all just a shock, i swear!" Hyunjin held my hands together as tears ran down my face.

Why does he look so genuine? Its killing me! It makes me think im wrong!

"W-well, then what is it? Did you think it through? If it was all just a shocking event for you, does it change anything?" I somehow produced a decent question.

Although i still feel sour about this situation i had a pinch of hope deep down in my heart.

"I..Felix, how about this. In order to answer your question ill have to do something important." He told me with a warm smile i think i never saw before. It made me smile too, unconciously.

"What is it?" I managed to say through my hickups and sniffles.
"To get to know you." That sentence alone made me burst into tears.
I never knew i could be so happy to hear those words from him.

This all started with him being my one night stand. To a mutiple time thing where i get addicted to his great bed dancing skills And then all to me trying to undestand my feelings for him.

I couldnt really say anything because of how hard i was sobbing.
Neither did i have to cause he pulled me in for a kiss.

This is a kiss i have never experienced yet.
Not a lustful or dry kiss. A passionate one is a better word. Its like a way of expressing someones love which we dont know yet.

Will i be able to completely steal his heart?