Shattered Innocence

Unstoppable Love

After what I'm calling Hot Tub Fun, we spend the rest of the day checking our equipment and relaxing. It's strange, and we even watch a movie. We are waiting on confirmation from the military bros, as Yuri calls them, so in the meantime, we lie low. When Mikhail suggests a BBQ, everyone seems excited. I don't help much with cooking, more moral support from the bean bag I'm reclining in with a beer. Zack and M are bent together over the grill, Yuri and Nikolay fight over setting the table, and Ivan sits next to me in the same double bean bag, sipping his beer and watching with a content smile. I slip his arm over me and grin up at him as he directs that smile down at me, which only seems to grow and soften. That one look alone makes my heart skip and my voice hoarse when it comes out.

"Are you okay?" His grin turns smoldering as he starts to play with my hair and kisses my forehead so gently, so softly, my eyes close on a hard swallow.

"Perfect now that you are here," he murmurs, his voice lowered to create our own little bubble.

"Good," I whisper, opening my eyes and meeting his. Something passes between us, and breathing becomes hard. Our legs are intertwined, and our bodies are touching, and I realize I'm practically sprawled over him as lust pulses through me. Licking my lips, I watch his eyes blow with desire as he watches the movement, his teeth catching on his own.

"Nora." The way he breathes my name has me leaning up as Ivan leans down. He meets me halfway, our lips coming together in a soft, loving kiss—one that burrows into my soul and takes root. His hand cups the back of my head as he tilts me backward so he's practically covering my body as he chases my lips. I part them for him, and he thrusts his tongue into my mouth, tangling it with mine. What started as a soft, chaste kiss soon turns heated and wild. I claw at his shoulders desperately, tugging him closer as he swallows my moan of pleasure. I nip his lip, and I feel him shiver against me, making me bolder. Pushing him back, I throw my leg over him and straddle his waist, all without breaking the kiss as I taste his hunger for me. His hands grip my hips to help me before sliding down to my ass and hauling me closer, perching me on his huge, hard length. Grunting, he pulls back, his eyes blown wide with desire as he watches me. Our hearts hammer in sync.

The others watch as they cook, and yes, we are having a nice family day, but I want to rip off my clothes and ride Ivan so I can feel him shatter below me as he keeps those loving eyes locked on me. Ivan makes me feel powerful, strong, sure, and in charge. He offers me comfort and happiness, and right now, I want that so badly, it almost hurts to stop. So why should I? It isn't anything they haven't seen before. Forget the BBQ, I'm hungry for him, not the meat.

Biting his lower lip, I pull back and pop it free before sliding my hand down his chest and gripping his cock. "I'm hungry, and I can't wait," I murmur, and when he swallows, I grin, sliding down his body until my knees hit the grass. He slumps back into the bean bag, watching me with wide eyes as I tug down his joggers enough to free his cock. I spit into my hand and slide my fist up and down his hard length, watching it jerk and leak for me as he groans. He reaches down and tangles his hand in my hair. "Nora, you don't have to." I blow over the tip of his cock, watching him writhe for me. "I want to," I murmur as I suck his tip into my mouth and moan. Desire hums through me, but I focus on his pleasure, knowing he never does.

"I guess she really wants his meat," Yuri jokes. I flip him off as I roll my eyes up to Ivan's, watching him as I hollow my mouth and swallow his length. His head falls back, the veins popping in his neck as it strains. I watch his Adam's apple bob as he swallows hard, and then I feel his hand flex in my hair, tugging me closer. God, I love this, love sucking cock and seeing the power I have over someone else. With Ivan, it's a heady feeling knowing I'm looking after the man who never lets anyone else look after him. Only me.