𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 ✿

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞..

At night she was happily getting ready
It's their first time
Having dinner out
After confession..
They won't feel awkward around each other

Each time pass by
Each minutes she waits..
Why he is this late?..

Her phone rang
She went there to check
And answer it

*On call*

Her: hello?
Jay: pearl.. I am sorry actually I am getting late I am in traffic
It will take 20 more minutes

Her: it's okey..

*End of call*

She looks at her reflection on mirror..
Then looked at his photo on wall...
He is such a cute guy..
With a decent payment job..
In hospital..
Has his own house..
Caring
Have  Patience too..

What a girl ever can want in a partner...

They are married but sometimes..
She feels like is she good enough?..

She feels bad
Sometimes..
She is not good at house chores..
Nor do she is that good looking
Pretty average..
She always into her works..

Will their feelings fade...?
What if one day any good looking paitent offers him to
Leave her...

What if he fell out of love..?

What if they divorce like
His parents...

All of the thoughts were making her go crazy
When she hears his foot step..
She saw his structure coming in

And went straight to bathroom..

*At restaurant*

They were having their meal
She was having good time
Talking with him
Sometimes teasing him..
Then suddenly a women appeared..

Her smile instantly dropped...

Cuz she saw her husband smiling at that women..

That women is
His friend he introduced..
They are friends from childhood
They used to live in same neighborhood..

Her name is Lina..

Lima didn't sat with them
But she sure asked him to come in a corner..
How good way to ruin her dinner date...

Pearl was about to brust into tears..
When she went to washroom..

Water splashing on her face..
She looked at her reflection on mirror...

Why.? When she trying to be happy?
Why? Why her overthinking always gets true...?

She is no good compare to Lina..
Lina is beautiful women..
With good body structure..
Long wavy hair..
Successful too..
She would be perfect match for him...

Then what about her?..
All the thoughts messing with her
Mind..
She shurgged it off
And went to her table
Just to notice her husband Infront of
Lina "s table laughing..
Talking like no tomorrow...

He came back after sometimes..
And finishes his food..
He asked her lots of time
Why she isn't eating
She replies with she lost her appetite..

On the way to their car..
Lina
Again came and hugged him
Said

Lina: don't forget to call me! You are too lazy to do that!
Let's hang out again!

Jay: sure, bye have safe journey

Lina: you too.. *flying kiss*

Jay: smiles..

Pearl saw everything..
Her overthinking ass is overthinking again...
Her insecurities..
That jay might left her has gone more and more high...

On the way back home
She didn't speak any words..
Even if jay tried to start conversations
She always avoided it..
Even after coming back home
She went straight into their bedroom"s bathroom..

Jay fixed their bed..
And made a cup of coffee
Cuz she was taking about 2 hours in shower..
He knocked a couple of times
Only to get reply "I need more time
Use guest room"s one"

He saw her figure coming
Out like it was in water for very long time..
Her skin went too dry because of that..
He made her seat down
On chair..
And
Said..

Him: I am sorry, I understand that you may have been jelouse of my friend..

Please know that my Friendship with my friend doesn't diminish my feeling for you in anyway..
I care deeply for you
And my relationship with you
Is entirely separate from my friendship with my friends..

I understand that jealousy is a natural emotion..but I wanna reassure
You that there is no reason
For you too feel threatened or insecure..

If there is anything that is bothering you please let me know
I will try fixing it...

Her: ... I think you are too good for me..
Lina looks perfect for you...

Him: if Lina was perfect for me? Wouldn't god would decide my fate with her?
Did he did that?
No..
He did it with you..
God makes couple even beforehand..
He knows who is made for each other..
We are made for each other..
We will work on our marriage..
Lina is like a friend for me
From very beginning..
If you feel insecure about her I wont contact her..

Her: no don't do that she will feel hurt!

Him: she won't..
She has tons of friends
I am just one of them..
A friend
Is important in life..
But you are my wife..
My life partner.
My --

Her: but what about..her eyes looking at you like that..
I can recognize that type of eyes anywhere..
That was eyes of love..
I am nothing Infront her...

Him: stop overthinking..
You don't need to compete with them..
You will always win..
I am all yours..

Her:...I love you ...

Him:  * kisses her forehead..*

She was crying...
He kisses on her tear drops. On her face...
And went down ..
And kissed her hands...
And said

Him: please let's live together until we die..

Her: *crying again..*

Him: I won't say I love you ..
I admire you..
I want you..
I love the feeling being with you..
Your eyes makes me happiest..
Your smile makes my day...
You are one who completes me..
Please don't leave me..

She pulls him by his collar
And their face was too close with each other...
Feeling nervous..
She did the first move

Her lips landed on his lips..
But he didn't move
Nor did she did..
They just let it stay in that position..
Tears still going down ..
His head caressing her cheeks by one hand...

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