Four Months Later
It's four months since I left Harry standing there shocked as I took Darcy, Sydney, and Alex with me and drove to my Dad's house for the night. I stayed there for a week trying to get Harry to understand that I am very independent and I don't want to rely on anyone.
After that week Harry hadn't come to talk to me, probably expecting me to coming running home ... not gonna happen. I made a choice that day to do something drastic and very stupid but so far it has paid off. I moved back in with my mom. She was thrilled when i called her out of the blue. So of course she agreed to let me come back. Her only was request was that I bring Darcy, because she doesn't know about Sydney and Alex.just let me tell you that was an interesting day. She literally flipped out ... but in a good way.
"Mama, Darcy Squealed, running into my room from across the hall where her, Sydney, and Alex are sleeping. "Yes Darce," I coo to her. She giggles and smiles widely at me," Mama I wanna dance." I nod and head over to my stereo and turn it on. I turn on the cd player and hit play. The first song comes on and I smile over it. How could I forget my favorite band's cd, New Kids On The Block! I start singing along to the words as Darcy danced.
This is..you know what is...The Block, The Block
Detour Detour
Sunglasses Sunglasses
You got something I like, so quit playing You've got me so mesmerized girl I'm sizing you up Ain't no need to disguise what I am saying TJ's got the supplies, and he's playing the club.
I can feel your body calling Calling for me.Calling baby I want to know Can I have..
One song baby..Dancing til we fall in love Baby I am not leaving the club I am staying Till i show you I am the one.
Girl don't miss it Can you picture me All over you We can do anything we want to do...With the one song baby Dancing til we
Falling in love
The clock is ticking
I got something you like So quit playing It's all over your eyes that you want to hook up.We don't need no disguise I am saying We are both here at the club and we all grown up Can you feel my body calling.. calling for you girl I want to know
Can I have One song baby, Dancing till we fall in love.Baby I am not leaving the club
I am staying till i show you I am the one Girl don't miss it
Can you picture me All over you We can do anything we want to do
With the the one song baby Dancing till we fall in love.
Falling in love The clock is ticking
Lets The clock is ticking The clock is ticking Lets go baby Get off the wall baby We could have it all baby Before they drop the ball baby
Last call baby, get off the wall baby, we could have it all baby before they drop the ball baby.
5...5
4...4
3...3
2...2
1.....
They're counting it down tonight, it's going down tonight, you know the time is right, baby!One song baby, dancing til we've fall in love.I am staying to show you I am the one.Girl don't miss it Can you picture me, all over you We can do anything we want to do.With the one song baby
Dancing til we've Fallen in love The clock is ticking The clock is ticking The clock is ticking Clock... Clock....Can you picture me, all over you We can do anything we want to do.With the one song baby dancing til we've fallen in love The clock is ticking.
When the song finished I turned the stereo off and picked Darcy up, heading toward my babies' room. I sit her down on her toddler bed and head over to check on Syd. and Alex. They were fast asleep and looking so cute. I look back over to Darcy who has passed out from being so tired. I mean she is only nineteen months and Sydney and Alex are both eight months old. In four more months they are gonna be a year old and in five months Darcy will be two!! I just wish Harry was here to see it.
It's like he doesn't even care about the kids. I mean he hasn't' tried to see them in the past four months. FOUR MONTHS!!!! I could never go that long without seeing my babies. I know he's mad at me over something stupid but seriously don't hurt your kids because of it. He's only sent me one text in four months and that was the night I left. I still have that text message saved.
From: Hazza
Abby come back home and bring the babies. You know I'm only thinking about the babies you should be thinking the same
not just about yourself
I never replied to that message and he hasn't tried to call or text me since then. I've even asked my Mom if he's called her but he hasn't. I've even kept up with Brooke to see if he is even trying to find us. What she told me made my heart break. She told me that he's hardly ever home. He comes back drunk off his ass and that he has been talking to his Mom a lot more. I don't mind him talking with his Mum at all, even if she doesn't like me or my children, it's the fact that he's been getting drunk and that he hasn't even tried to look for us.
I head back to my room and lay down for the night. I close my eyes ready for the dreamland to take me over when I hear my phone go off indicating I have a new text message. I sigh as I open my eyes. I pick up my phone and hit the power button and swipe to the left to unlock it. I close my eyes and grown as the bright light hit my eyes.
From: Allie
ABBY YOU NEED TO GET HERE QUICK
IT'S AN EMERGENCY HURRY PLEASE IT'S HARRY
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HELLO LOVELIES SO I KNOW THIS ONE IS PROBS A BIT SHORTER AND THAT IT'S A CLIFFHANGER. YOU ARE PROBS THINKING 'WHAT ABOUT HARRY!' WELL YOU WILL FIND THAT OUT NEXT CHAPTER WHICH I WILL TRY TO WRITE SOON!!
