Today started pretty much exactly the same as yesterday, apart from the fact I was now excited about going to school. I knew why I felt this way but I just kept trying to brush it off and push it to the back of my mind, but to be honest she was all I thought about since her lesson yesterday. Miss Blake was just different.
When me and Alice got into school we had around 5 minutes until the bell indicating that we had to go to tutor sounded. I decided to head to tutor early, hoping she would be in the classroom already but also kind of hoping she wasn't.
I was walked to get to the classroom and peeked through the door and saw her sat at her desk on her computer. She turned towards me and I quickly whipped my head back round embarrassed that she caught me staring at her.
"You can come in if you want to instead of waiting out there" she says sweetly.
So in I walked and sat in my seat which was in the middle of the room but more towards her desk than to the other side of the room."You're Natasha right?" She asked curiously.
"Yeah" I smiled.
"Thank god I got that right or that could of been embarrassing! I'm going to try and get to know everyone today because yesterday was so busy handing out people's timetables and what not" she said while still laughing in relief that she got my name correct.The bell rang and not long after everyone came flooding in filling the once quiet room with footsteps, talking and the sliding of chairs. In our tutor there are a mixture of different year groups from year 7 to year 12 and age ranges from 12 to 16/17. I'm in year 12 and there are 4 other people from my year, who all hate and bully me, especially one bitch who has this thing against me because I'm a lesbian and calls me names or shoves me every single day.
"So today we are going to do a little getting to know one another activity so I can learn more about all of you. I'm going to throw a ball to you and you have to say one interesting thing about you or what you like doing" Miss Blake said enthusiastically.
She threw the ball to about 6 other people before she threw it to me, everyone else had known what to say and said something at least slightly interesting. I had no clue what to say. I don't have any particularly interning hobbies and I have had nothing interesting ever happen to me.
"She's the schools lesbian miss, I mean just look at her can you not tell she's a freak. Gross!" Anna (the bitch) shouted out making everyone turn and laugh at me. I got up and stormed out slamming the door behind me.
"DO YOU THINK THAT IS ACCEPTABLE" I heard Miss Blake shout at the tutor from the hallway.Outside I broke down, I only came out near the end of last year so everything still gets to me although I should act like the adult and ignore it I just can't.
The bell went and now everyone started heading off to first period. My tutor came out and guess what they all laughed at me as they came out.
I went in to get my bag and miss asked if I was okay, she sounded really concerned but I didn't want her to make a fuss nor did I want to talk about it so all I said was
"Yeah" in a really unbelievable manner with tears still streaming down my face.While on my way to my first lesson I went to the toilets to sort myself out and carried on the day as is nothing had happened.
After I told Alice what had happened to me she was ready to kill that cow.
YOU ARE READING
Why my teacher? (Girlxgirl) (teacher/student)
RomanceA teenage girl named Natasha develops feelings for her teacher/tutor Miss Blake, but will she try and stop her feelings from developing further or will she follow her heart and pursue the woman she wants?