It's been 2 days since that incident happened. Yesterday we had assembly in the hall so miss wasn't able to speak to me but out the corner of my eye I saw she kept giving me this sympathetic look which I hated because I didn't want her to feel sorry for me.
Tutor was uneventful today, we had free time where we can basically do whatever we wanted to everyone just left me to it which honestly I didn't mind.
Because I'm in year 12 and doing my A-levels I have free periods where I don't have lessons which are meant to be used for catching up on work or revision. But let's be honest I've been at school for 4 days and there would be something seriously wrong with me if I was behind already. This technically meant that I could sit and do nothing for the free lessons that I have. I have 2 of them today which are straight after tutor and I had no Idea what I was going to do in them.
The bell was going to ring in 5 minutes at 8.10 and Miss Blake made her way over to me. She knelt down in front of my table and just looked at me with these sorry eyes. After a couple of seconds she said
"I know you have 2 free periods next and I was wondering whether you'd want to spend some time with me talking about what happened the other day and anything else you'd like to talk about?"
"I mean you don't have you to but I thought it might be nice" she added with a smile.
The idea of spending an hour and 40 minutes with her floated around my mind for a couple of seconds but then I remembered the events yesterday which had caused her to act in this pitiful way, I wondered if she genuinely cared about me or whether she felt obliged to act in this way because she was my tutor. My mind then wandered back to the fact that I would get to spend 2 periods with her, me getting to know her, her getting to know me and hopefully taking the conversation from the incident yesterday to a conversation about other things after not too long. With this in my mind I agreed and thanked her for offering her time to me. She stood up, put her hand on my shoulder, smiled and then I watched as she walked back to her desk, not minding the view I had.
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Why my teacher? (Girlxgirl) (teacher/student)
RomanceA teenage girl named Natasha develops feelings for her teacher/tutor Miss Blake, but will she try and stop her feelings from developing further or will she follow her heart and pursue the woman she wants?
