Tell me why
Tell me why you say these words
Make me these promises
But can never seem to keep them
You tell me you love me
You tell me we can do all these things
But they never happen
I wake up, but not to you
I wake up to the sound of my alarm
I wake up in misery
Tell me why that is?
Why you can't seem to stay
Why you lie
Why you come and go as you please
As if I am only just a toy for your amusement
Well
I am not a toy
I am human
I have human emotions
And as much as I wish these emotions did not exist
They do...
They exist and they crave you
They crave your attention
Your praise
Your lips pressed against mine
So why?
What did I ever do so wrong
For you to continue with these lies
It hurts..
Its hurts so bad I wish to disappear
When things are great
It feels like I could live in that moment forever
But alas
You still never stay
Not in the good moments
Not in the bad
You always disappear
Why?
Why can't I be enough
Enough for you..
Enough for you to want me
Enough for you to just
Stay...
Why?
Why I will never understand
Should I say goodbye
Would I be happy?
Maybe
If so, if happiness is what I want
Why should I stay?

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Poems
De TodoThe heart can only take so much before it decides to inevitably bust into a tiny million pieces, so here I am, with poems as old and new as the old wise tail from a fairy tail except you've never heard them before, that's because it comes from a bro...