Why?

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Tell me why

Tell me why you say these words

Make me these promises

But can never seem to keep them

You tell me you love me

You tell me we can do all these things

But they never happen

I wake up, but not to you

I wake up to the sound of my alarm

I wake up in misery 

Tell me why that is?

Why you can't seem to stay

Why you lie

Why you come and go as you please

As if I am only just a toy for your amusement 

Well

I am not a toy

I am human

I have human emotions 

And as much as I wish these emotions did not exist 

They do...

They exist and they crave you

They crave your attention 

Your praise

Your lips pressed against mine

So why?

What did I ever do so wrong

For you to continue with these lies

It hurts..

Its hurts so bad I wish to disappear

When things are great 

It feels like I could live in that moment forever

But alas

You still never stay

Not in the good moments

Not in the bad

You always disappear 

Why?

Why can't I be enough 

Enough for you..

Enough for you to want me

Enough for you to just

Stay...

Why?

Why I will never understand

Should I say goodbye

Would I be happy?

Maybe

If so, if happiness is what I want 

Why should I stay?

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