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#8

Dear ____,

It's quiet. Too quiet.

No one spoken a word.

Like no one spoken a word about their well-being.

The only thing I see was birthday wishes too each other and news about global warming.

Sure I guess that's enough but what about the questions of "Is everyone okay?" Or "Have you eaten yet?"

The person is terrible in this because you're not around to do so.

Not hating on the person but it effects his life more.

I shouldn't be surprised but the person should have known how to handled it when this happens...

A responsibility felt on my shoulders when it comes to the person's happiness.

I felt overwhelmed. Felt like I'm the only hope.

Until my closed cousin spoke this sentence that changed...my perspective.

"You're not responsible for everyone's happiness"

It made me felt like dropped down and wanting to cry.

Who could have thought that I expected those words from someone.

To slap me in the face that I am a human being.

That I have feelings too.

It's selfish to say but...it's true.

Happiness aren't always be around.

They're made with memories with others, not entertained by others.

Sure the person must be sad but I can't keep...feeding him with happiness when I myself would drained...

Have I thought it correctly or am I wrong all this time I'm writing...?

Please tell me how do I keep myself and the person to stay happy...

I miss you,

Anastasia