My life

Johnny

I miss him ALL THE TIME! In case you didn't know my baby brothers name is John and I love him with all my heart. My mom has also kind of pushed the past and "forgot" about it so we never bring it up. Except last summer when we were trying to tell her the truth.. It all started from talking about my aunt who goes to the hospital all the time and has a bag packed at the front desks for her frequent visits... Something stupid like cutting, overdose or drug use would bring her in there. Anyways my mom was talking about her and I asked her what really happened.. Did Aunt Stacy really call DCF? Was my brother almost taken away? What really happened. I asked her and she came down in tears telling me everything. I told her that night that she really hurt me those past years for SEVERAL reasons. She replied I'm so sorry... and just kept saying it all over again and again. At that point I was an emotional reck. At least out of all this mess I have a beautiful baby brother that I would give the world to. He is my EVERYTHING. I would do everything it takes to be the best big sister also along with my twin Lindsay. I will NEVER be anything like my Mother.. And when John is abandoned or feeling alone I'm going to be right there. I got your back baby bro. I love you more than life itself and I love you more than myself. I'm not a selfish person as you can tell because I'd rather put my brother first.