Pain || VSOO

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

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"I trust you"

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Jennie , Chaeyoung and Lisa were eating their breakfast in silence . They all were a little down at the thought of Jisoo . She was not talking with them .

As they were eating in silence suddenly there was a sound of door opening and closing .ater footsteps were heard and Jisoo came to their view . She was wearing formal clothes appropriate for classes and her hair was half wet .

Jisoo came and sat beside Jennie and started digging into her breakfast . Jennie , Chaeyoung and Lisa stared at her in shock . Their eyes were widened as they stopped eating and looked at Jisoo .

Jisoo sensed their stares and looked up . "Is there something on my face ?" Jisoo asked touching her face and the three girl shook their head as 'no' . "Then what happened ?" Jisoo again asked a casually as she can .

"Unnie-you here.. I-I mean---" Jennie stuttered while looking at Jisoo . Jisoo knew very well what she wanted tk say but she decided to beat around the bushes and tease them .

"What ? Can't I be here ?" Jisoo said with a sad pout acting like she is hurt . The three girls immediately shook their head as no and tried to explain themselves making Jisoo chuckle . They again stared at Jisoo watching her smiling and laughing after a long time .

"I'm sorry guys . I'm really sorry for being so distant these few days" Jisoo said with a sad smile on her face . Jennie , Chaeyoung and Lisa just stared at her not saying anything .

"I was just getting so many negative thoughts . Whoever I loved in my life and got close with lost their lives in something . I was getting a feeling that something is wrong with me . I was getting so insecure . That's why I was keeping a distance with everyone because I don't want anything to happen to you all . But I just couldn't get a hold of myself after Hae in's death . I needed someone by my side to support me that's why I was only being close to my brother . I also begged Jin oppa to be away from me but he didn't listen . I told him about my feelings yesterday amd he just assured me that there is nothing like that and I should talk to everyone . Then I would feel a lot better" Jisoo said with a bitter smile with tears gathering around her eyes but she didn't cry because she have cried enough .

"I'm really sorry because I know you all were very hurt and worried because of me . I'm really sorry" Jisoo said with a sad smile on her teary face . But she didn't shed tears because as I said , she is now tired .

On the other hand Jennie , Chaeyoung and Lisa were crying mess . They know they can never feel the pain that Jisoo is experiencing right now . Losing your loved ones back to back surely took its toll on her . She is now a complete broken person but she is trying to be as strong as she can and is bottling up her emotions inside her .

The three girls couldn't find anything to say so they just hugged Jisoo and cried but Jisoo had a smile on her face .

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Jisoo entered the university with her friends by her side . She had a gloomy look on her face because obviously this university reminded her of Hae in more and more . Her friends noticed it but couldn't do anything except pitying her .