Shitposting

Take a moment to hear

Think about the time when you were happy.

Don't remember?

Then get a job, go run and get wasted.
Remember when life was just a minimum of a lifespan, as short of attention as one would feel. Feel when their heart is just a glimpse of a whole traumatic gesture.

Remember when you were so close to death? When you just so ever slowly felt the hope to live fade into a pool, into the abyss you held upon a crater. Your sun's dying light is nothing compared the hardships of your parents.
Fuck that, you feel worse than them. You feel like shit and you have the right to so take it.

Stop wearing that happy mask, even if everyone is relying on you. Take it off and spit in their faces. Show them you are human too, show them you're a shitty human.

If you don't remember, you'll loose it all and it'll come back to you. You'll throw up. Fuck it all away and just get crushed. There isn't anything you can do.
You can't hug someone when you're lonely. You can't cry on a shoulder that's left. You can't punch someone that won't care.

Embrace your darkness and find some light, even if it's a dollar general glowstick and shove it up your ass.

No offense, this is a motivational vent, it's just here bc there's more shit in my mind than was I can actually hold in a toilet.

Just hear me out.