Shitposting

Struggling?

I just can't tell whats going on with me. I'm having these moments of anxiety and pressure when everything is going well.
What I've taken pleasure and joy from has now become a challenge to feel anything from it. Even as addictive as it is(not drugs I swear) I can't find the satisfaction from the flavor of it. I just feel off and I can't tell wether it's something from my life that I'm doing wrong or maybe it's just all mental. The more I try to search for answers the more I feel like I'm loosing myself

It's my love for my partner, something feels off even though nothing bads happened between us. But the pleasure we strive for isn't the same. It's harder for me to even perform the same. I'm not old enough to have those issues yet but also not young enough to still be this hungry.

Am I changing or am I doing something wrong to set me off? Is there something else that I'm not comfortable with? It doesn't make sense.