This was a bad idea, (Y/N) had thought. They were at a party, a party they didn't really want to go. But after Dehya convinced them, they decided it was a good idea to get drunk at a party and forget all about the break up.
It wasn't a good idea.
They were sitting on the stairs, drinking their fifth cup of spiked punch as they cried their heart out silently. Getting drunk was so not cool. Getting drunk and thinking about your ex is also SO NOT COOL.
Small sobs and whispers were heard from the individual, but luckily, the music was loud enough to drown in their little cries.
"Woah! (Y/N), getting drunk already?"
A voice chimes in. She looks up and stares at the blonde haired man. "O-oh," (Y/N) started, wiping away their tears. "Hey, Kaveh."
Kaveh chuckles as he sat next to (Y/N). He noticed the amount of plastic cups were littered next to them and shot a look of concern towards (Y/N).
"Still not over him?", he asks, waiting patiently for an answer. (Y/N) opens their mouth for a second, but hesitated to answer. With that, they just nodded and looked the other way, hiding their teary eyes.
Kaveh sighs, but stayed silent. He really wanted to help, but he didn't know how! He's really not good at comforting people...
"Hey, (Y/N), don't worry. There's still so many fish out there in the sea, you just have to grab the right one," Kaveh shot them a playful grin as (Y/N) laughs. But the laughter soon died down when (Y/N) started sobbing again, startling Kaveh.
"BUT WHAT IF HE'S THE ONLY FISH I WANT?! AUGHEUEEGUEHEUGH—"
"(Y/N), WHAT THE HELL?! YOU THREW UP ALL OVER THE STAIRCASE!"
(Y/N) proceeded to ignore him, wiping their mouth as they continued crying their heart out. Kaveh stared at them with disbelief, but sighs. There's no way he can help this one out.
They really do love Cyno, Kaveh had thought.
Kaveh rubs (Y/N)'s back, listening to them let out their ugly cries and how they'd still choose Cyno out of every fish. The rest are a blur because all he could make out from (Y/N)'s constant crying were incoherent noises.
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The party had ended and Dehya, along with Candace, had to drive (Y/N) back to their apartment— since they were too drunk to even drive the car...
"Sheesh, (Y/N), you drank so much today! You usually just drink 2 cups, that's a new record!," Dehya laughs as (Y/N) lets out a groan of annoyance. "Shhhhhhut upppp, Deeehya...", they slurred, gulping down the water bottle Candace had given them.
"As much as I want to laugh in amusement, you really gotta cut it down, (Y/N). You know you can't handle your alcohol well," Candace shot (Y/N) a look of concern while rubbing their back gently.
"I doooooon't needed to know thaaat," (Y/N) laid down on Candace's lap, trying to sober up. "I ffffucking HATE! Cyno..."
"You're still stuck up on him?", Dehya asks as she looks on the mirror to check what was happening on the backseat. "Candace, try not to get them to throw up."
Candace groans, but nods anyway as she also didn't want to get vomit all over her. "Stupid man... with a pretty face and stupid laugh— EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS SO STUPID, I FUCKING HATE HIHIHIMMM," (Y/N) shouts as they start sobbing again, this time, more louder than when they were with Kaveh.
Both Dehya and Candace threw each other a look of disappointment, but they were their friends so they just let them ugly cry.
"You really need to get over him, (Y/N)."
"I'm trying! Buuuuuuut..."
"No buts! It's been, what? 25 days since your break up?"
"I know, but still... I can't seem to forget him."
"You and your can't move on problems..."
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"Ugh..."
(Y/N) groans as they sat on the bed, rubbing their head. Seems like drinking 5 cups of spiked punch wasn't a way to forget your ex, huh?
They grabbed their phone and checked all the messages from last night. One was from Kaveh complaining about how they almost threw up on him, one was from Dehya telling them she'll be bringing her some soup to sober up later and one was from...
Oh, who were they kidding, Cyno would never text them again.
(Y/N) sighs as they threw themselves on the mattress again, yelling ever so loudly onto the pillow.
"Fuck everything," they muttered. "I hate everything."
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Fanfiction[ INSPIRED BY -KUROMIS "JEALOUSY" ] - so many things were left unsaid. and i wished i had told them everything. -