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why wont you text me back i literally miss you so much it actually hurts so much why cant i get over you you dumb fucking moron i fucking hate you
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"I don't actually hate you...," (Y/N) muttered to themselves, covering their face with a blanket as they started tearing up.
They felt like absolute shit. This whole month has been absolute garbage. Maybe it was their fault. Maybe they were the one making themselves feel like trash.
Maybe it's just them.
Maybe...
"Hey, I'm back! Sobered up yet?", Dehya greeted as she sets the soup on the table next to their bed. "Sorry I was so late, got caught up in traffic...," the brunette chuckles while rubbing the back of her neck.
(Y/N) sat up and sighs, giving Dehya a small smile, "It's okay, Dehya and yeah, I feel a little sober now," they said as they grabbed the bowl of soup.
"Be careful, it's h—"
"TSSS!"
"—ot. It's hot."
"Now I know."
Dehya sighed as she shakes her head, watching (Y/N) blow on the soup before eating it. "Feel better?", she asks, sitting at the edge of the bed. (Y/N) only nodded her response.
Once (Y/N) finishes the soup, they groaned again. "I hate this, I never knew this break up can make me feel so... fucked up," they started as they wiped the remaining tears on their eyes. "I miss him, Dehya."
Dehya stared at (Y/N) with a sympathetic look. Sure, she was a little annoyed at how much (Y/N) has been thinking about Cyno, but she still felt bad. They were her best friend after all.
"(Y/N), you have to let him go," Dehya started as she moves closer to them, tucking in their hair behind their ear. "Besides, fuck men, right?", she laughs, earning a small chuckle from (Y/N). "Haha! Made you laugh."
(Y/N) rolled their eyes, trying to hide the smile that's creeping onto their lips, but failed to do so. "Shut up...," they muttered as they let out a dry chuckle, voice still hoarse from the alcohol.
"There, there, rest up," the brunette sighs, giving (Y/N) a small pat on the head. "I'll be leaving now, I left more soup for you in the kitchen, by the way," Dehya announced, finally shutting the door on her way out.
And here they were alone again.
They let out another sigh. The way Dehya said it was so easy, but doing it was so hard. At least, it was hard for them.
How do you even forget someone that you waited months for? It's not an easy task to forget someone. They finally decided to leave their bed, standing up to go to the kitchen.
They grabbed a cup of cold water, chugging it down as small droplets fall down their chin. They set the cup down and breathed out heavily.
Soon after, they started crying again. What's the cry count, they didn't even know. The tears burn their cheeks, absolutely making them feel even worse than before.
"I hate this," they sobbed, gripping onto their chest.
Neverknew a break up could affect someone this hard.
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hey 😱😱😱
finally returning after abandoning this book for 2 months (lets not talk about my other book which i absolutely forgot)
so a few things happened.... my gf broke up with me 😜😜😜😜 (i am mentally and physically hurt)
three months rule is real guys i am really fucking devastated i wanna kay em ess
on the other side!!!!!! school started again and i got tons of assignments </3 i'll try to update both of my books more often...... especially my rottmnt one haha.....
AND I SWEAR I'LL WRITE A BETTER CHAPTER THAN THIS THIS ON SUCKS ASS EW
