This Heart Yearns For Love❤️

Chapter - 8 cont

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Pavan was dumbfound with new information, He doesn't know how to respond. He thought his mom won't accept this marriage if she knows about tanvika's relationship with someone, but what if she too doesn't know about her relationship? He knows how brutal his mama family is they can easily Manipulate his mom & he to heard tanvika conversation with her father.so, there is high chance whatever chinni said is true. But first he thought to conform with his mother whether she knows it or not then he can take any action.

Right now he need to send his father out of this discussion because if he knows it may cause rift between their parents. he looked at his father who's looking at him & he took glance at bhumi where she too looking at him for answer.He took a deep breath and said "Yes chinni , she said her relationship status that she broke-up with his boyfriend before a week when she gave her consent to this marriage. she said she needs more time to adapt this relationship." Pavan said to them in curtly, so  that they can belive him.

Where as bhumi taken back by his answer as it is totally wrong info. Does he really know that tanvika is going to get married with her boyfriend on the same day where his marriage is going to take place?

Yes, her friend said this info that tanvika parents accept her love & Going to get marry next month in second week where pavan’s marriage is going to take place on the same week.

She thought to say him whole info she had with tha she started to say

“But bava its not true she's still i- "please chinni let me handle it. Its our family matter please don't involve in it." Said pavan by interrupting bhumi.

He didn't realise what he said & how those words hurt bhumi deeply. "O-Ok Bava. I-I'm S-Sorry, i won't involve any o-of your family matters from now onwards." bhumi said & left the room quickly so, that anyone can't notice her tears which are pouring out.

His father came towards him and patted his shoulder by saying "Do you know pavan words can kill anyone without any swords, can kill their relationships and what not ,we should think before what we're speaking out. I hope you understand ." with that he went off from pavan room.

Here pavan got puzzled by his father words as why he said those words to him, he try to remind what he spoke with them after coming into his room.

" Its our family matter please don't involve in it."

" I-I'm S-Sorry i won't involve any o-of your family matters from now onwards." Then realization hit him what he said to her.

Suddenly he turned back to look whether bhumi's still there or not. No she is'nt there. He rubbed his forehead in irritation. Pavan can't able to understand whats happening in his life from the day he gave his consent to her mom. First , all of sudden her mom bought this proposal not only that she emotionally ask him to marry tanvika. Next, her behavior towards bhumi is a drastic change which none expected.mainly todays behavior towards bhumi , then bhumi health (where as she isn't having amount of food which worried him more), then tanvika conversation with her dad & now this.

What i'm doing? why did i hurt her with those words? what happened to you pavan? she came here to share you some important information which you don't have any idea & what are those words pavan? she is your family damn it! She has every right which you've. How can you say those words to her?Arghh...

He didn't say those words wantedly towards bhumi, He won't ever say those words with his consciousness & He didn't mean it too. It just that he split out those words to stop bhumi further.He  really felt bad but He thought First he needs to know whether his mother knows about tanvika relation or not. After that he will ask forgiveness from bhumi with that he went down.

He didn't look what’s the time right now he just need an answer which will have an idea what to do and what not to do.

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Here bhumi came to hasini room, She plopped on bed & sobbing hardly. why everyone misunderstands me? I-I Just want my loved ones to be happy without any worry. Is that wrong? Why no one understands me? I’m I really bad omen like they (Her schoolmates) used to say? Does Everyone hates me as they said? B-But I didn’t done anything wrong, Then why? Does everyone wants stay away from me because I’m a plump? Her dreadful past is roaming in her mind. slowly she can hear their words which she doesn’t want to

“You know what? You’re looking so ugly in this dress”

“ If you dance on the stage, the stage will break into pieces. HAHA”

“Bhumi don’t sit on the swing , it won’t  bear your getup.”

“Mam can you please change my place, If she sit here there will be no place to sit.”

“Bhumi you know what , Ask your mom not to prepare lunch for you . If you eat like this you’ll become more fat”

“Look at her , she thought I’ll love her. Haha , Girl its all a bet. Who in the world will love You? Love  HaHa it’s a big word to you . No one In the world will talk with you care freely nor stay with you, until and unless they need you. Haha. Guys I won”

“Ramya look at her , poor clothes they’re dying to say her please don’t put in you.”

“Are you crazy I’m not her best friend, who in the sense will likely to have a friend with Fatty?, I’m just being in the good books in front of faculty” Like this every thoughts are flooding over her mind which are her piercing her heart more.

She can hear her heart palpitations which is beating rapidly , Her hands & legs are getting cold like ice where she can’t able lift up , her head is spinning & felt dizzy, She can’t able to breath properly even with her mouth. That’s when realization hit her that she’s having a panic attack.

‘No , I don’t want to get panic attack here in attamma place . what they will think, mainly bava? he’ll surely think that I’m acting to gain sympathy. No, no I don’t need that. God please help me.’ But her panic attack is getting more. She can’t able to breath now & sweat is dripping on her total body.

She thought she’ve no one beside her to support this phase which making her panic attack more worse.

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Here pavan went to his parents room, where his mom has slept & his father is gulping his tablets ,Without having any choice he started to move his room.

When he’s passing by hasini room he saw lights are on. He looks at his wrist watch which showing as 12:20 A.M. ‘Why still the lights are on?’ he thought & went into bedroom. The sight which he look shook him to the core.

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